I thought of this.

I think it goes beyond doom in general. More like personal doom from the people around me.

I don't think it is "me" but more like a virus. Personal doom virus.

I think there is a brainwave frequency that taps into the doom and then manifests in people around those those who are "empaths". This is where what I call Satanic synchronizations take place to feed the doom vibe and amplify it. Maybe it is all show playing out in my mind.

When terrible news is nationalized, it can put people in a relative similar brain wave. The doom rides this as an avenue to your being.

This is partly why I hate doomtards.

From what I can tell, fear is the motivator for all empathic. abilities. This is partly why MK-Ultra victims are abused. It takes great fear to heighten abilities.