Your posts are so well thought out.

I feel the same way about the ego. Something seems fishy about those telling people they need to lose it.

Sometimes I honestly ask myself if my spirit is gone. Though if I'm asking myself that question, i feel like it's most likely still there... albeit it is probably severely diminished.

I wonder if our spirit sends us messages that it may be dimming out and to pay attention before it's too late. That's the message I feel like I've gotten and why I started to wake up and wanted to connect with it like time was running out.

Considering all of the distractions around us, I'm not surprised if people completely lose connection to their heart mind. Since trying to connect with mine I've started to feel worse... Idk why that is, honestly. Maybe I'm now able to realize how disconnected I became where before I was comfortably numb to it.

It seems that it is the spirit which animates us and why we're "trapped" here in the first place. Maybe spirits are needed in order to create this physical reality. In that case, maybe they are never gone, but just get really disconnected. It seems if one already had a spirit that it could not leave. Just a theory. I still think there could be humans which are artificially animated in some way... not sure how that would work.

I feel like I keep throwing a lot of stuff out on your threads... your posts make me ponder even more questions than I already had. Glad I'm not the only one contemplating these things :)