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I'm so sorry :(

Go get a server job in the Keys.

Become a nun

Get a job and be self-sufficient. Or live under a bridge.

Its cool man, no worries :]

don't be stupid.
make peace with your parents.
stay with them until you are able to get your own place.

I kind of already am a nun o_o

just not with all the frivolous religious attachments

+1

you really don't understand

Go to a neighborhood/community center and ask about homeless shelters. That way you won't starve!

there is no peace to be had with people who reject the love of the spirit within

I don't like being around other homeless people. Most of them are in fact not very good people.

Time to start sucking dick.

oh brief

you're right, a lot of dick sucking to be had ;]

metaphorically of course

What are your felonies and why do you think that working will not benefit you?

Please describe what spirituality you practice.

lets see how spiritual you are when you are cold hungry and alone, meditate on this while you are bored out of you goddamned man, remember panhandling can get your ass kicked

Buy an ounce of weed and dime it out, rinse and repeat. With only a small amount of effort you'll be able to pay for a hotel on a weekly basis. Then have your customers come to you. Don't stay in one place for more than a couple weeks.

I'd prefer being around homeless people to eating out of a bin; but that's just me.

You could always eat and run. That is eat with the homeless at the shelter and then find a nice place like a library to sleep. If it rains you could catch a cold.

when I was younger around 19 I committed some credit card fraud because of the difficulties of my parents (this issue has always been present, it is a matter of spirit vs. religion) and I am now almost 27.

I do not practice anything except meditation and I do not believe in anything at all. This openness to the universe has made my being very unattached so it is really hard for me to do the same routine over and over and over. Its like a hamster who has become aware of his wheel. This is not something I can just force myself to do. I am TOO aware. People who are dead inside displease me greatly, I simply do not function well around them. I want peace, and most jobs I am able to do are fast paced, anxiety inducing crap work that I find absolutely pointless, like a dry cleaner pressers. This is purely emotional and I cannot turn off my spirit. I do not mind doing things, I am not lazy, but I will not be a slave and I have to have peace in my life. I am too interconnected to love to step away from it for long.

To be 100 percent honest I just do not give a fuck and that is what my soul has done to my mind.

I cannot unfuck myself, so to say.

:D

What do you want to do? I would do nothing less than taking action so as I could do what I wanted. Worked for me my whole life.

If you want nothing then that's what you'll have. You will have what you want most. Fact of life get used to it.

Remember you don't have to know what you want for the rest of your life just what you want now. If and when that changes then take different action. Just keep moving don't stop and rust away.

i'm almost exactlly like you .

The fact of the matter is I am losing desire all together.

I feel the same way, I may be in your situation very soon if I do not get my shit together again.

I wish you the best.

It is a blessing and a curse. I am sorry that we are here friend.

Migrate to Europe?

There must be others who fell the same way. Others who don't feel the necessity of contibution for reward. Those whose inner angels are just too pure for this mundane world.

Seek them out. Their utopia should be pretty easy to find for someone as unique as yourself. I'm sure they will accept you with open arms and feed, house and clothe you soley based on how bright your inner light is.

Good luck!

You see, I think about the positive aspects of conformity and what a job could provide. I see the goodness in that, I just simply don't do it. Why is this? It is almost as if I have no choice. That who I am, is the great I am, and that is the only thing that will ever matter. Even admist great suffering.

I am considered a national threat and I am also very poor. :D

It is possible. I have looked, not extensively, but I have looked. Maybe the universe will guide me to such a place, because when I leave, I will have no direction. I will have to choose however, maybe I will just follow the wind.