I don't want to play anymore...

Unlocking what?

Money?

Food?

Material goods?

What good is this when I have the spirit of God dwelling inside me that provides me with everything I will ever need and to this extent I have become unwanting.

Are you really free?

Good tidings. :]

I agree with this.
However, the concept in regards to how money is currently used is perverted.

Does a mother get paid for the energy she uses to raise a child?
What about people who take care of their own parents in their elderly years instead of exiling them to a nursing home?
Do people get paid for helping one another?

Is it really energy out for someone who cheats people and does questionable things for their own profit? ... Or are unknowingly selling something that hurts people? Are banks really putting out energy into the world when they make money out of thin air and place the debt on the people? That seems more like taking energy away for energy in my book....that's a parasite.

Wow. That's exactly how I feel.

The world will know the light of God you are and it shall burn you.

Hey I know I'm crazy.
Or is it that I just do not want to conform to a society that is batshit insane? Hmmm still pondering that one.

How boring would this life be if we were all the same? How boring would this life be if everyone were honest and loving?

Kind of sounds like heaven. No strife, no decay, no danger, no chaos. There has to be some reason we took the plunge to this place?

Yes. It's like Groundhog Day..
However I didn't realize it until now I was playing the same game over again. Realize it now and honestly I'm sick of it.

I'll be honest I know I have a lot to learn. But at least I know that I don't know. A lot of people don't know that they really don't know!

The game is rigged but the answer is that its all about slipping through the cracks.

Take 'er easy, go greasy.

I don't need a utopia.
I'm just sick of hell.
Somewhere in the middle would be nice.
A balanced existence...

Yeah. It's called giving up and selling out to the system.

Who is to say we were not born of darkness?

I'll play for you.

People have lived so long in a caged existence they are afraid of true freedom and will fight for their cages and masters.

Just like how greyhounds get depressed and die when they are no longer being worked to death.

It is sad to see. It doesn't have to be that way....

No that doesn't work.

Nobody should have to play this game anymore...

It's not healthy for the spirit.

Gonna end soon...

Damn, I hate to agree with mods, it makes me fell all dirty.

But spot on. It is the ying and the yang. Without one there is no other.

Time to go home and take a shower now.

The need to get ahead is still part of that system and mental programming.

you are out of their way so the rest of the sheep can go to their slaughter uninterrupted.

I cannot just get my piece and peace out while others suffer.
That is what the "system" wants.

or maybe, just maybe you are STRONG! Strong enough to see there is supposed to be more to life..life the way our creator intended it.....

Mankind has been moving away from that life since time began...is it any wonder that some of us (you) are waking up to just how big a mess we have made of everything.

There are no lessons to learn save one..how to love....it really is as simple as that.

I do agree in balance between polarities.

The truth is this reality is highly imbalanced toward the dark.

And this yin/ yang concept is often perverted to let the dark run rampant without the light.

There is plenty of dark here as it is.

i don't want to play anymore either the game is rigged ,

Yea I do have acceptance issues.
It's hard to accept this reality for the horror and unacceptable state at which it is currently in.
If I'm "guilty" of that and wanting to change the status quo here, then so be it.

I love to play and I have a lot of play left in me.

Nobody can play me like I do.

Right there with you OP.

I am tired and would like to go back home.
Everyday is a struggle and to keep from breaking down, I found myself constantly making an effort to be conscious of the small things that bring inner peace , such as caring for animals, and admiring the beauty in nature that we are embedded in, listening to and creating music.

I continue on my journey for truth, despite the fact that it alienates me more and more from our sick culture, which is a good thing, however, it does get lonely.

-Tiph

I hear ya OP.

To be born in this world means physical suffering at one point of other, that is unavoidable. But why do so many people have to be hypocrites, liars, deceivers, rile people up and make life harder than it need be?

I can accept that life is tough and you do have to put a lot of effort into it, but I sure as heck aint going to allow myself to sell out any of my core moral principles and end up valuing something like money above all else, nor would I want anyone else to do that either.

Most people don't realize the full potential of themselves, things could be so much better maybe, but meh it is what it is. I try to help people when I can, but at the end of the day u just gotta worry about what you can control, yourself. I will always continue on so long as I have my dignity and integrity.

Trust in jesus christ and be saved
And Be filled with peace and joy in the holy spirit

I will counter that thought by suggesting that you may have conflict issues. Acceptance is a form of submission. Usually we submit and accept because we lack the fortitude to stand and resist.
We find ways to rationalize and methods to cope with our situation. No one likes to admit failure or submission so we create justifications and narratives to excuse ourselves.
And then again, some people are perfectly content with the hand they are dealt. Some do not feel the inescapable desire to turn the table over and refuse to endure any more of the trivial and mind numbing games that have been sold to us.
Some people can not shake the feeling that they are being fleeced and others simply can not or will not acknowledge being doped.

I guess it is all a matter of perspective but I will give you this, I believe you sleep a lot more soundly at night than I do. Kudos.

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If everyone in this life lived by honor, would it become meaningless? If you lived a life of honor and the people around you didn't, wouldn't that make your accomplishment more meaningful? Why do you care what the people around you are doing? Do you have any control over them? Dignity and integrity rule all.

A person with out options...suddenly has all the options the world has to offer
Peace