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Judah Ra User ID: 5138768 United States 02/11/2016 08:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: StarBorn88 Work for what? Imaginary pieces of paper that deem us worthy to live? I have nothing against honest work for the good of all and self improvement. I am, however, not for being a wage slave for the profit of others. Selling shit that poisons people's minds, bodies, and spirits that they don't really need. Even the jobs out there that are supposed to "help" people just hurt them in the end.... People think they're doing a service to humanity by being part of the medical field and they are only helping people to an earlier grave and the wallets of their masters. Energy in energy out. That's a rule of life. Can't break it. You've gotta be smarter than the deck of cards. Why hasn't a perpetual motion power station been built? Because as a fundamental rule of life...energy in and energy out is a ratio that cannot be broken. This is because of separation from existence. Everything from your chair to your hair to electricity of the city is energy, or a type of vibration. Therefore energy is all around you. Why do you need energy if you are already intricately connected to this? That is because you allowed yourself not to be by putting up walls and defining yourself. You have removed yourself from love. Love is life, love is knowing, love is power. I wish you good tidings, you poor soul. Please...I'd rather you wish yourself "good tidings". You refute simple nature and thus will suffer with the same pains as the OP because you cannot understand a simple law of nature. Acceptance is a key that very few find. When you do...you unlock the world. Unlocking what? Money? Food? Material goods? What good is this when I have the spirit of God dwelling inside me that provides me with everything I will ever need and to this extent I have become unwanting. Are you really free? Good tidings. :] Children of the void, sons of chaos, it is the last hour. The hebdomad is complete. We have been remade by Yaldabaoth in the image of the seven archons who created and enslaved this world. We are the hidden masters. We are the architects of anarchy. We are the dark fucking soul eaters, lords of the unrighteous. Today our new reign begins in a new reality. I told you! I told you! I told you we'd be deathless! Our legion will rise from behind the veil to reap the pain that we have wrought. The seven shall become a vast multitude and these days will be of vengeance and wrath. The deathless eon has begun! It's a beautiful fucking day. |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Work for what? Imaginary pieces of paper that deem us worthy to live? I have nothing against honest work for the good of all and self improvement. I am, however, not for being a wage slave for the profit of others. Selling shit that poisons people's minds, bodies, and spirits that they don't really need. Even the jobs out there that are supposed to "help" people just hurt them in the end.... People think they're doing a service to humanity by being part of the medical field and they are only helping people to an earlier grave and the wallets of their masters. Energy in energy out. That's a rule of life. Can't break it. You've gotta be smarter than the deck of cards. Why hasn't a perpetual motion power station been built? Because as a fundamental rule of life...energy in and energy out is a ratio that cannot be broken. I agree with this. However, the concept in regards to how money is currently used is perverted. Does a mother get paid for the energy she uses to raise a child? What about people who take care of their own parents in their elderly years instead of exiling them to a nursing home? Do people get paid for helping one another? Is it really energy out for someone who cheats people and does questionable things for their own profit? ... Or are unknowingly selling something that hurts people? Are banks really putting out energy into the world when they make money out of thin air and place the debt on the people? That seems more like taking energy away for energy in my book....that's a parasite. |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Charles hits the nail n the head, consistently. Quoting: Sammie “The problem was you had to keep choosing between one evil or another, and no matter what you chose, they sliced a little bit more off you, until there was nothing left. At the age of 25 most people were finished. A whole god-damned nation of assholes driving automobiles, eating, having babies, doing everything in the worst way possible, like voting for the presidential candidates who reminded them most of themselves. I had no interests. I had no interest in anything. I had no idea how I was going to escape. At least the others had some taste for life. They seemed to understand something that I didn't understand. Maybe I was lacking. It was possible. I often felt inferior. I just wanted to get away from them. But there was no place to go.” ;-Charles Bukowski Wow. That's exactly how I feel. |
Judah Ra User ID: 5138768 United States 02/11/2016 08:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Judah Ra This is because of separation from existence. Everything from your chair to your hair to electricity of the city is energy, or a type of vibration. Therefore energy is all around you. Why do you need energy if you are already intricately connected to this? That is because you allowed yourself not to be by putting up walls and defining yourself. You have removed yourself from love. Love is life, love is knowing, love is power. I wish you good tidings, you poor soul. Please...I'd rather you wish yourself "good tidings". You refute simple nature and thus will suffer with the same pains as the OP because you cannot understand a simple law of nature. Acceptance is a key that very few find. When you do...you unlock the world. Unlocking what? Money? Food? Material goods? What good is this when I have the spirit of God dwelling inside me that provides me with everything I will ever need and to this extent I have become unwanting. Are you really free? Good tidings. :] Nobody is "free". In this existence "freedom" is not an option unless you are insane. The world will know the light of God you are and it shall burn you. Children of the void, sons of chaos, it is the last hour. The hebdomad is complete. We have been remade by Yaldabaoth in the image of the seven archons who created and enslaved this world. We are the hidden masters. We are the architects of anarchy. We are the dark fucking soul eaters, lords of the unrighteous. Today our new reign begins in a new reality. I told you! I told you! I told you we'd be deathless! Our legion will rise from behind the veil to reap the pain that we have wrought. The seven shall become a vast multitude and these days will be of vengeance and wrath. The deathless eon has begun! It's a beautiful fucking day. |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Judah Ra Please...I'd rather you wish yourself "good tidings". You refute simple nature and thus will suffer with the same pains as the OP because you cannot understand a simple law of nature. Acceptance is a key that very few find. When you do...you unlock the world. Unlocking what? Money? Food? Material goods? What good is this when I have the spirit of God dwelling inside me that provides me with everything I will ever need and to this extent I have become unwanting. Are you really free? Good tidings. :] Nobody is "free". In this existence "freedom" is not an option unless you are insane. Hey I know I'm crazy. Or is it that I just do not want to conform to a society that is batshit insane? Hmmm still pondering that one. |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Work for what? Imaginary pieces of paper that deem us worthy to live? I have nothing against honest work for the good of all and self improvement. I am, however, not for being a wage slave for the profit of others. Selling shit that poisons people's minds, bodies, and spirits that they don't really need. Even the jobs out there that are supposed to "help" people just hurt them in the end.... People think they're doing a service to humanity by being part of the medical field and they are only helping people to an earlier grave and the wallets of their masters. Holy SHIT OP. You have to realize with that one response, you are probably farther along in realizing the truth than the majority of people in this reality? It seems like you realize it is not smart to sell your soul for the almighty paycheck. I think you have been through this reality many times already and will soon find yourself looking for a bigger challenge than what this world has to offer. Yes. It's like Groundhog Day.. However I didn't realize it until now I was playing the same game over again. Realize it now and honestly I'm sick of it. I'll be honest I know I have a lot to learn. But at least I know that I don't know. A lot of people don't know that they really don't know! |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | How boring would this life be if we were all the same? How boring would this life be if everyone were honest and loving? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 920396 Kind of sounds like heaven. No strife, no decay, no danger, no chaos. There has to be some reason we took the plunge to this place? I don't need a utopia. I'm just sick of hell. Somewhere in the middle would be nice. A balanced existence... |
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Judah Ra User ID: 5138768 United States 02/11/2016 08:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | How boring would this life be if we were all the same? How boring would this life be if everyone were honest and loving? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 920396 Kind of sounds like heaven. No strife, no decay, no danger, no chaos. There has to be some reason we took the plunge to this place? Who is to say we were not born of darkness? Children of the void, sons of chaos, it is the last hour. The hebdomad is complete. We have been remade by Yaldabaoth in the image of the seven archons who created and enslaved this world. We are the hidden masters. We are the architects of anarchy. We are the dark fucking soul eaters, lords of the unrighteous. Today our new reign begins in a new reality. I told you! I told you! I told you we'd be deathless! Our legion will rise from behind the veil to reap the pain that we have wrought. The seven shall become a vast multitude and these days will be of vengeance and wrath. The deathless eon has begun! It's a beautiful fucking day. |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | People have lived so long in a caged existence they are afraid of true freedom and will fight for their cages and masters. Just like how greyhounds get depressed and die when they are no longer being worked to death. It is sad to see. It doesn't have to be that way.... |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 920396 United States 02/11/2016 08:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We all feel the way you do at some point. Usually its in our early twenties. However once you get past the rule of acceptance; then life really begins to make sense. Quoting: Chip Damn, I hate to agree with mods, it makes me fell all dirty. But spot on. It is the ying and the yang. Without one there is no other. Time to go home and take a shower now. |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 08:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We all feel the way you do at some point. Usually its in out early twenties. However once you get past the ruke of acceptance; then life really begins to make sense. Quoting: Chip Yeah. It's called giving up and selling out to the system. No...it's called "choosing your battles". I never sold out. I make my points about how fucked up shit is every day of my life. But...I've learned how to outsmart the system and get ahead. Once again...this about your acceptance of the battles you choose. The need to get ahead is still part of that system and mental programming. you are out of their way so the rest of the sheep can go to their slaughter uninterrupted. I cannot just get my piece and peace out while others suffer. That is what the "system" wants. |
Truthserum User ID: 69911686 United States 02/11/2016 08:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe I'm just weak. Quoting: StarBorn88 Maybe I'm a pussy. Maybe I'm just lazy... Or maybe I don't want to jump through hoops at the earth circus for crumbs anymore. or maybe, just maybe you are STRONG! Strong enough to see there is supposed to be more to life..life the way our creator intended it..... Mankind has been moving away from that life since time began...is it any wonder that some of us (you) are waking up to just how big a mess we have made of everything. FACTS Don't Give a DAMN about your FEELINGS! |
Truthserum User ID: 69911686 United States 02/11/2016 09:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hmmm, you know what would be interesting. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 920396 That the real goal of this reality is to figure out how this reality works. So when your time here ends and you pass onto the next step, there is a test. The test is to see how well you understand the rules to this reality and if you don't pass, back you go for another round. You are still able to keep some of the lessons learned through previous lives. That would certainly make taking the plunge to be born into this reality a little more interesting. If there was nothing at stake, this life would lose it's meaning. But not to the point of burning forever in hell because you made poor decisions in this reality, that is just stupid. Youaredreaming: Hey, you had another thread the other day where you mentioned that part of the test after we exit this reality could possibly be love. I was wondering if you are willing, to describe what you meant by that. Well if we were actually able to remember our lessons that makes sense. However that is not the case here. seems this place is a good place to unlearn anything true and live in an unending cycle of lies and deception. I've tried the " we're all here to learn" attitude. My intuition tells me otherwise. Our original purpose, most likely yes... But somewhere along the way I feel we got lost here. There are no lessons to learn save one..how to love....it really is as simple as that. FACTS Don't Give a DAMN about your FEELINGS! |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 09:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We all feel the way you do at some point. Usually its in our early twenties. However once you get past the rule of acceptance; then life really begins to make sense. Quoting: Chip Damn, I hate to agree with mods, it makes me fell all dirty. But spot on. It is the ying and the yang. Without one there is no other. Time to go home and take a shower now. I do agree in balance between polarities. The truth is this reality is highly imbalanced toward the dark. And this yin/ yang concept is often perverted to let the dark run rampant without the light. There is plenty of dark here as it is. |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/11/2016 09:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No...it's called "choosing your battles". I never sold out. I make my points about how fucked up shit is every day of my life. But...I've learned how to outsmart the system and get ahead. Once again...this about your acceptance of the battles you choose. The need to get ahead is still part of that system and mental programming. you are out of their way so the rest of the sheep can go to their slaughter uninterrupted. I cannot just get my piece and peace out while others suffer. That is what the "system" wants. Sufferage is another aspect of life that related to acceptance. I'll call it now...you have acceptance issues. NEXT! Yea I do have acceptance issues. It's hard to accept this reality for the horror and unacceptable state at which it is currently in. If I'm "guilty" of that and wanting to change the status quo here, then so be it. |
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Tiphereth729 User ID: 70771910 United States 02/11/2016 09:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Right there with you OP. I am tired and would like to go back home. Everyday is a struggle and to keep from breaking down, I found myself constantly making an effort to be conscious of the small things that bring inner peace , such as caring for animals, and admiring the beauty in nature that we are embedded in, listening to and creating music. I continue on my journey for truth, despite the fact that it alienates me more and more from our sick culture, which is a good thing, however, it does get lonely. -Tiph "All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us." - J.R.R. Tolkien |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71375784 United Kingdom 02/11/2016 09:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I hear ya OP. To be born in this world means physical suffering at one point of other, that is unavoidable. But why do so many people have to be hypocrites, liars, deceivers, rile people up and make life harder than it need be? I can accept that life is tough and you do have to put a lot of effort into it, but I sure as heck aint going to allow myself to sell out any of my core moral principles and end up valuing something like money above all else, nor would I want anyone else to do that either. Most people don't realize the full potential of themselves, things could be so much better maybe, but meh it is what it is. I try to help people when I can, but at the end of the day u just gotta worry about what you can control, yourself. I will always continue on so long as I have my dignity and integrity. |
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Sammie User ID: 70849947 United States 02/11/2016 09:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No...it's called "choosing your battles". I never sold out. I make my points about how fucked up shit is every day of my life. But...I've learned how to outsmart the system and get ahead. Once again...this about your acceptance of the battles you choose. The need to get ahead is still part of that system and mental programming. you are out of their way so the rest of the sheep can go to their slaughter uninterrupted. I cannot just get my piece and peace out while others suffer. That is what the "system" wants. Sufferage is another aspect of life that related to acceptance. I'll call it now...you have acceptance issues. NEXT! I will counter that thought by suggesting that you may have conflict issues. Acceptance is a form of submission. Usually we submit and accept because we lack the fortitude to stand and resist. We find ways to rationalize and methods to cope with our situation. No one likes to admit failure or submission so we create justifications and narratives to excuse ourselves. And then again, some people are perfectly content with the hand they are dealt. Some do not feel the inescapable desire to turn the table over and refuse to endure any more of the trivial and mind numbing games that have been sold to us. Some people can not shake the feeling that they are being fleeced and others simply can not or will not acknowledge being doped. I guess it is all a matter of perspective but I will give you this, I believe you sleep a lot more soundly at night than I do. Kudos. Last Edited by Sammie on 02/11/2016 09:57 PM "Beware lest you lose the substance by grasping at the shadow". ~Aesop "Once in a dream I saw a snake swallowing its own tail, it swallowed and swallowed until it got halfway round, and there it stopped and there it stayed, it was stuffed with its own self. Some fix, that. We only have ourselves to go on, and it’s enough…" -Charles Bukowski "Grasping at things can only yield one of two results: Either the thing you are grasping at disappears, or you yourself disappear. It is only a matter of which occurs first." -Goenka |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69880471 United States 02/11/2016 10:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I hear ya OP. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71375784 To be born in this world means physical suffering at one point of other, that is unavoidable. But why do so many people have to be hypocrites, liars, deceivers, rile people up and make life harder than it need be? I can accept that life is tough and you do have to put a lot of effort into it, but I sure as heck aint going to allow myself to sell out any of my core moral principles and end up valuing something like money above all else, nor would I want anyone else to do that either. Most people don't realize the full potential of themselves, things could be so much better maybe, but meh it is what it is. I try to help people when I can, but at the end of the day u just gotta worry about what you can control, yourself. I will always continue on so long as I have my dignity and integrity. If everyone in this life lived by honor, would it become meaningless? If you lived a life of honor and the people around you didn't, wouldn't that make your accomplishment more meaningful? Why do you care what the people around you are doing? Do you have any control over them? Dignity and integrity rule all. |
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