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Sammie User ID: 70849947 United States 02/11/2016 11:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: StarBorn88 The need to get ahead is still part of that system and mental programming. you are out of their way so the rest of the sheep can go to their slaughter uninterrupted. I cannot just get my piece and peace out while others suffer. That is what the "system" wants. Sufferage is another aspect of life that related to acceptance. I'll call it now...you have acceptance issues. NEXT! I will counter that thought by suggesting that you may have conflict issues. Acceptance is a form of submission. Usually we submit and accept because we lack the fortitude to stand and resist. We find ways to rationalize and methods to cope with our situation. No one likes to admit failure or submission so we create justifications and narratives to excuse ourselves. And then again, some people are perfectly content with the hand they are dealt. Some do not feel the inescapable desire to turn the table over and refuse to endure any more of the trivial and mind numbing games that have been sold to us. Some people can not shake the feeling that they are being fleeced and others simply can not or will not acknowledge being doped. I guess it is all a matter of perspective but I will give you this, I believe you sleep a lot more soundly at night than I do. Kudos. I definitely sleep better than you. Not because of the reasons you state. But because I am capable of surviving anything. The weak piss and moan and eventually die (thank God). I'm pro-human. I believe in humanity. I believe we are here to survive. I hear low intellect Morans constantly ask "What is the meaning of life?" The answer is simple...it's to survive and thrive. I'd wish you good luck if I believed in it...but I don't. Bacteria and viruses live simply to survive. Surly you are capable of a bit more depth. "Beware lest you lose the substance by grasping at the shadow". ~Aesop "Once in a dream I saw a snake swallowing its own tail, it swallowed and swallowed until it got halfway round, and there it stopped and there it stayed, it was stuffed with its own self. Some fix, that. We only have ourselves to go on, and it’s enough…" -Charles Bukowski "Grasping at things can only yield one of two results: Either the thing you are grasping at disappears, or you yourself disappear. It is only a matter of which occurs first." -Goenka |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/12/2016 07:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Chip Sufferage is another aspect of life that related to acceptance. I'll call it now...you have acceptance issues. NEXT! I will counter that thought by suggesting that you may have conflict issues. Acceptance is a form of submission. Usually we submit and accept because we lack the fortitude to stand and resist. We find ways to rationalize and methods to cope with our situation. No one likes to admit failure or submission so we create justifications and narratives to excuse ourselves. And then again, some people are perfectly content with the hand they are dealt. Some do not feel the inescapable desire to turn the table over and refuse to endure any more of the trivial and mind numbing games that have been sold to us. Some people can not shake the feeling that they are being fleeced and others simply can not or will not acknowledge being doped. I guess it is all a matter of perspective but I will give you this, I believe you sleep a lot more soundly at night than I do. Kudos. I definitely sleep better than you. Not because of the reasons you state. But because I am capable of surviving anything. The weak piss and moan and eventually die (thank God). I'm pro-human. I believe in humanity. I believe we are here to survive. I hear low intellect Morans constantly ask "What is the meaning of life?" The answer is simple...it's to survive and thrive. I'd wish you good luck if I believed in it...but I don't. Bacteria and viruses live simply to survive. Surly you are capable of a bit more depth. I was going to reference that only an animal just lives to survive, but I like this reference much better. |
zero User ID: 71295224 United States 02/12/2016 09:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm done. Quoting: StarBorn88 Sick of this game. It's rigged and I don't want to play anymore. Why is it considered responsible and "normal" to sell one's spirit for fleeting comfort? People lie and cheat just to make a few bucks. Marketing and self promotion is embellishment. Sick of faking it. Sick of waiting for things to change. Tired of having this hurt in my heart. This is like that point in a game of monopoly where I say "fuck it" and flip the board over. for myself this world has never been about playing i've got this one side that sees the beauty of the revenance movie but it involves discomfort and i've this other side that is about security and living in a box i feel like i've transcended this 'world' and i'm still waiting to leave it. i feel peaceful and calm but i'm restless in this house and keep getting fear dreams for about a week about running out of the house and going into the woods. |
zero User ID: 71295224 United States 02/12/2016 09:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Chip I definitely sleep better than you. Not because of the reasons you state. But because I am capable of surviving anything. The weak piss and moan and eventually die (thank God). I'm pro-human. I believe in humanity. I believe we are here to survive. I hear low intellect Morans constantly ask "What is the meaning of life?" The answer is simple...it's to survive and thrive. I'd wish you good luck if I believed in it...but I don't. Bacteria and viruses live simply to survive. Surly you are capable of a bit more depth. I was going to reference that only an animal just lives to survive, but I like this reference much better. You intellectual weaklings are hopeless. Don't forget to get some cheese to go with your whine. Chip, you are correct. the intellectual stuff is overrated and it causes suffering, but so does the heart i just wish somebody would take me out of this place |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71457749 United States 02/12/2016 09:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm done. Quoting: StarBorn88 Sick of this game. It's rigged and I don't want to play anymore. Why is it considered responsible and "normal" to sell one's spirit for fleeting comfort? People lie and cheat just to make a few bucks. Marketing and self promotion is embellishment. Sick of faking it. Sick of waiting for things to change. Tired of having this hurt in my heart. This is like that point in a game of monopoly where I say "fuck it" and flip the board over. I feel so much this way too. I want to go to mars with elon musk with all the nerds, fuck this place. |
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zero User ID: 71295224 United States 02/12/2016 10:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm done. Quoting: StarBorn88 Sick of this game. It's rigged and I don't want to play anymore. Why is it considered responsible and "normal" to sell one's spirit for fleeting comfort? People lie and cheat just to make a few bucks. Marketing and self promotion is embellishment. Sick of faking it. Sick of waiting for things to change. Tired of having this hurt in my heart. This is like that point in a game of monopoly where I say "fuck it" and flip the board over. I feel so much this way too. I want to go to mars with elon musk with all the nerds, fuck this place. |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/12/2016 10:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Chip I definitely sleep better than you. Not because of the reasons you state. But because I am capable of surviving anything. The weak piss and moan and eventually die (thank God). I'm pro-human. I believe in humanity. I believe we are here to survive. I hear low intellect Morans constantly ask "What is the meaning of life?" The answer is simple...it's to survive and thrive. I'd wish you good luck if I believed in it...but I don't. Bacteria and viruses live simply to survive. Surly you are capable of a bit more depth. I was going to reference that only an animal just lives to survive, but I like this reference much better. You intellectual weaklings are hopeless. Don't forget to get some cheese to go with your whine. Intellect alone is pointless without the heart. |
StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/12/2016 10:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the push and pull from both sides is causing me sadness. Quoting: zero 71295224 i just want a world a magic and freedom maybe i'm a childish thinking that but that's how i feel. It's not childish... It means you haven't completely suppressed your inner child. Many in this world become cold and kill that part of themselves... I'm still trying to recover from that myself. |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/12/2016 11:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is like that point in a game of monopoly where I say "fuck it" and flip the board over. Quoting: StarBorn88 You should consider you're just a spoiled brat that always has to have his/her own way. Get over your yourself and how important you think you are and life will become much smoother! Lol. I suppose if spoiled means I don't want to be a slave and want my effort to actually mean something other than a means to merely survive. I see my cage, do you? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 71295224 United States 02/12/2016 11:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the push and pull from both sides is causing me sadness. Quoting: zero 71295224 i just want a world a magic and freedom maybe i'm a childish thinking that but that's how i feel. It's not childish... It means you haven't completely suppressed your inner child. Many in this world become cold and kill that part of themselves... I'm still trying to recover from that myself. thanks OP something is trying to undermine me in my dreams seems the battleground now is in my dreams and NOT in my waking life |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/12/2016 11:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the push and pull from both sides is causing me sadness. Quoting: zero 71295224 i just want a world a magic and freedom maybe i'm a childish thinking that but that's how i feel. It's not childish... It means you haven't completely suppressed your inner child. Many in this world become cold and kill that part of themselves... I'm still trying to recover from that myself. thanks OP something is trying to undermine me in my dreams seems the battleground now is in my dreams and NOT in my waking life I know how that is. It's like that for me too. Havent had a good night's sleep in months. That's why I've been consciously working on coming to terms with my own shadow.... So these things will no longer bother me in my sleep or elsewhere. |
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StarBorn88 (OP) User ID: 70569886 United States 02/12/2016 11:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i think the dreams could be as much bullshit manipulation as waking life Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71295224 I feel that is often the case as well. I mean we spend a third of our lives sleeping and we are usually vulnerable when we sleep unless we've mastered staying conscious while sleeping. I haven't mastered that yet, but it could be a way to stop that kind of manipulation... or at least lessen it to an extent. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71427214 United States 02/12/2016 11:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the push and pull from both sides is causing me sadness. Quoting: zero 71295224 i just want a world a magic and freedom maybe i'm a childish thinking that but that's how i feel. It's not childish... It means you haven't completely suppressed your inner child. Many in this world become cold and kill that part of themselves... I'm still trying to recover from that myself. thanks OP something is trying to undermine me in my dreams seems the battleground now is in my dreams and NOT in my waking life I know how that is. It's like that for me too. Havent had a good night's sleep in months. That's why I've been consciously working on coming to terms with my own shadow.... So these things will no longer bother me in my sleep or elsewhere. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71295224 United States 02/12/2016 11:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i've been threatened my whole life and guess what? most threats have led to nothing that means you waking life and your sleeping life are both bullshit IF THERE IS FEAR INVOLVED OR CONTROL THAT IS THE RED FLAG if something is trying to use fear to control me, that's a red flag 'LOVE' IS THE ABSENCE OF FEAR |
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