I give up.

Going back to sleep is part of waking up

Yeah I go back and forth sometimes...

But the truth keeps me up at night.

I hear ya

OP here is some advice.

you can only lead a horse to water. you cannot make him drink it.


keep doing what you're doing. but quit pissing in the wind.

plant a seed or two and move on.

if its meant to grow it will.

That's what I aim for most of the time.
My fiery spirit can get ahead of itself sometimes.
Thanks for the reminder.

you are wasting your time

i baited and caught a fish who was awoken only to jump back in the water

they will always go back to their programming

Isn't that the truth!

jesus character was a fool.

you can bring a horse to water but they'd rather die of dehyration

I was asleep once too. I try to remember not to force them to take a drink from a firehouse, instead, I offer them a small glass of water.
Small truths, over time, will lead to larger truths. For me and them.

i FINALLY realized trying to wake people up is an oxymoron

a people is a fiction

to wake up a people/person is an oxymore

get it?

quit trying to wake them up and live your life

when you wake up you CAN'T live a life

you have no life anymore

Yeah it's hard to live life the same way you always have been living it. Things are different.

I do "live my life" for the most part, but then on occasion I feel the need to speak up for my own sanity...

jesus was stupid. he was treating people as real and trying to wake people up when they are a fiction

once you wake up your life is taken from you until you become BORG HIVE MIND again

you get boxed in until you surrender

i will never surrender my principals

so u can say the words: "See, I Told U So"....u can also put it to a song, really piss's people off.

People are both real and not real.

Part of the divine paradox.

this world IS cognitive-dissonance

you can tell people that a semite is somebody who speaks a semitic language = brown or black people

they'll tell you it's being anti-jewish, but jewish people can not be semites because they are not native to north africa or middle east

you can explain the legalese of the system of a people or person but people will still treat others as real

it's a waste of time

Mentioned how nobody's really free on a social media site... and this guy thinks i'm unhappy in my relationship and trying to get me to "open up". I'm telling him I'm pretty sure he won't get it.

Yeah, I give up. lol.

there is nothing divine about non-existence

people are driven to forget there is only ONE

so beliefs are there to maintain the dream

stick head firmly up arsehole

by trying to wake people up you are spinning your wheels because they are not real

awake person/people = oxymoron

i give up too

i don't care anymore

pointless and meaningless

you can't have a new earth either

you can't merge heaven and earth

real +1
not real = -1
God = 0

this 'world' is designed to be about control because it's quicksand of lies

And what makes you think that you're so special and awake, OP?


Let me guess--you're a special little snowflake who sponges off of mommy and daddy because you're too precious to deal with the real world.

lol. I take care of myself. Haven't lived at home in years.

It's not your responsibility to save the world ya know. Just let them sleep and worry about your own.

Maybe you only think you have awakened.

And you think I do not question that of myself?

I do all the time.

There are different levels of awake... some are awake to a few things and some are to more. I do not claim to know everything. There are lots I still don't know and I readily admit that.

However, the majority of the population looks at me like I'm speaking chinese or think I'm crazy when I bring up certain subjects.

It gets lonely sometimes and I like to discuss things with others so I can learn more. Most don't care or just shut me down.

the problem is when you are truly awake your life becomes hell, THAT IS IF YOU ARE TRULY AWAKE

the 'agent smiths' fuck with your existence

you walk around surrounded by zombies and you are told to submit to the control.

you become a divine bird in a cage

the ego = insanity

the dreamer is the ego

every belief in this 'world' is cognitive-dissonance = conflicting beliefs

the 'outer bounds' of this matrix is where you'll encounter cognitive-dissonance

that's when you meet agent smith and the reptilians/archons/demiurge, which is basically the WALL OF THE SUBCONSCIOUS MIND