I give up.

You are a lighthouse that must stay lit.

this "world" is a hive mind

THAT'S WHY BEE SYMBOLISM AT MECCA OR VATICAN CITY

HIVE MIND = BEES

THE WASPS ARE THE SUBCONSCIOUS MIND (DEMIURGE/ARCHONS/REPTILIANS)

WASPS KILL BEES

WHY DO YOU THINK BEES HAVE BEEN DYING OUT?

THE BEES ARE HUMANS

human birth = monster (according to black's law dictionary)

Mon Ster = Moon Star

THE MOON IS WHERE THE CONTROL CENTER IS = CHRISTOPHE IN THE MOON

PEOPLE/PERSON = BEE

WASPS = REPTILIANS..

get it?

hehehe used to do this.
uhh ... ehhh ... yeah... but ....

nowadays i am not so considerate anymore.
like really everything is so obvious compared to 15 years ago there is zero excuse for being asleep.
Ill just blow them away with a fire hose, maybe they learn something maybe not - their choice.

"They" want people to believe this world is only just an illusion of our minds so we get apathetic to helping others out of it. Then the illusion will just keep going as that person isn't trying to change the status quo and business goes on as usual. I've gone through the "it's all just illusion" phase already. We can actively change this illusion to one that is better. Nothing is set in stone!

It is illusion, however must be treated as real. We are all within the one and the one is within us all!

This. So many people especially on here think they know anything but all they really did was go from being led around by nose by one information source to another. Just because one found a location to absorb information does not mean they are capable of critical thinking.

Like the people who think they are awake to what's going on in the world, but still choose political sides....

Why do even fight it. Agent Smith IS the ONE. He was born in the matrix, he changed the matrix from within, and only when he is returned to the source is when the matrix is renewed. He refers to the Oracle as mother. He was always the one.

NEO was at best the catalyst which created the one.

You aren't even remotely awake yet.

Heck, I'm probably still a little asleep in some ways. I fully admit that.
However, in relation to the large majority of zombies walking around I would say I'm "awake". There are those who are definitely more awake than me, too. I do not see things as cut and dry black and white either. Some things are and some things are not.

All I know is that there is something not right about this existence and it is spiritual in nature.. lies and deception at every corner.

I try not to condemn those who are still asleep since everything around us is designed to keep us in slumber.

But like as someone else mentioned, it is getting obvious that there is something not right here and I'm tired of feeling alone in this.

I try to look at it like dealing with grief when someone dies. Some people need to use humor to alleviate their loss and others need to cry. Not everyone is mentally strong enough to deal with removing their illusions. And just like in the matrix they will fight you to protect those illusions. Don't look down nor condemn ... if anything, they NEED your help ... they just don't know it.

:doyoueven:

Ok. so by that logic if someone tries to hurt me I shouldn't defend myself because we are all of the one anyway and "it's not real".

Just because we are all of the same source doesn't mean we should take it up the ass from an abuser and be apathetic to our enslavement. That is what the "abuser" wants us to do. (I put it in quotes as I don't want to give them that kind of power. They are really just huge pussies trying to play "god).

Yes, but sometimes I like real human interaction. :)

Your mistake is that you think you are free and you have a choice. You don't. That alone shows how you are still in a slumber. You can't stop that which is and always has been.

Two things:

#1) You are not "special". There are close to 9 billion humans here today(most of them at your local Walmart)... "We are all going to die one day. Every last one of us..Accept it: .In the scheme of things that's fine and the natural order.

#2) We can control very little. So don't worry about that which you cannot control:I.E.Nibiru/Planet x ,comets,earthquakes, super volcano,floods or other major natural disasters. (today I include politics)..

So no amount of parading around like a crazy person with a bull horn and "REPENT THE END IS NEAR" sign is going to slow down or stop a 6mile wide chunk of rock following the laws of physics from deep space.

I'm not a religious person but: If there is a God; then this must be part of his "plan" who are you to question it ??

So why worry about it?

Any Questions revisit #1 above.


Enjoying the time and people you have been given; is the best we can hope for.

Wait until your spouses' cancer returns with a vengence: life has not yet begun to have her way with you.

I know I'm not free.

I also know it was not meant to be this way.

You saying I should just take it in the ass and accept my fate?

Is that what the one true source of all would want for its creation because that makes for a pretty lame story line.

Call me crazy, but it seems to me the source would want us to rise above our circumstances.

We can control more than most think and we are ALL special and have a lot of power. Why do you think religions teach people to give their power away to "authority"? It's because if people realized they had this on their own, the ones who play "God" and live off of stealing it would be SOL.

No, I'm saying that you should just accept the things that you cannot not change while looking out for yourself and your family. Ancient wisdom is still very relevant even today.

You don't have to submit but you do have to exist in the system. Quit making it harder than it has to be by drawing attention to yourself and your loved ones.

I was once asleep and the spark was ignited by my husband. He used to point out inconsistencies in the way things are. At first it made me mad, but after awhile I started to really think about what he was saying and I started questioning more and searching for answers on my own. So, it is possible. Anyone else is as real as you are.

Mark 14:37

"Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Simon," he said to Peter, "are you asleep? Couldn't you keep watch for one hour?"

Matthew 26:40

"And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?"


I believe the use of 'asleep' in this scripture is exactly the context in which it's used in this thread!

True this. It's because this construct is a lie. To 'live a life' like everyone else, is not an option. To continue to grow spiritually, that's the only way to live within a construct such as this.

There can be no love where there is no truth and there is no life where there is no love.

This Matrix is devoid of love and truth, therefore there is no life here.

So essentially I should just get out of the way and watch everyone suffer without uttering a word to keep my own comfort.

It depends which ancient wisdom you are speaking of. A lot has been manipulated and taught by the same beings who keep us enslaved on this planet.

They would probably love everyone just to go about their business and not to disturb them in their debauchery.

You can do whatever you want. Just don't cry about it when they resist you and turn on you and they will. You have really blown your self-importance out of proportion. Pick your own battles but be warned that the consequences are severe and that is why you gave up.

I am just sick of putting up a fake facade of "it's all good" with everyone. This shit is hard to deal with when all illusions crumble and the people around me are business as usual.

every moment is a battle considering I am finding it difficult to simple play along with this bs. This shit is always in the back of my mind no matter what I do.
So sure I guess I am a little self important for wanting this house of cards to fall down. I'm sick of this crap and tired of pretending.

Am I not allowed to vent? Because I'm sure shit is not easy for anyone attempting to wake up to reality. It's been a rough ride for me... Falling out of bed and hitting the floor is a more accurate description of what I have been going through for the last year.

Out of curiosity, are you awake enough yet that you can see abnormalities in people's movements, speech patterns, etc?

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What are you awake to that you want them to know?

being awake makes you endlessly tired...deal with it, or go back to sleep


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I see your feelings, there is no answare who can provide you with comfort in this existanse, there is none.
truth only serves as provider of reality, nothing more.

your qoute / I'm tired of feeling alone in this. / end qoute

this is just beond words, I beg you for keeping your strength,inside power is not explored as outside powers are colorful :^^

It depends what you mean.
People seem to be programmed to an extent. Or it seems as if many of them are encouraging me to go back to sleep subconsciously. Like urging me to do certain things to get me to fall in line without them consciously knowing.

Can you provide examples?

Very understandable, to wake up is to see the reality and be able to judge everyone acordinly, (or not).
We think and we belivie, all of us are in a state off transe, created by proceted facts.

So you thought waking up was or would be your freedom, haha.

It is inside.

Outside is just trying to school you.

Wake up to you is what is.