I'm not thrilled with the whole creation and I've bitched about it on quite a few threads.

Thread: GOD is INSANE!!

I admit I skimmed this thread earlier and came across a reply about this world teaching you what NOT to do in the next. I don't buy that. It's like spanking the child to get the child in line when the child hasn't done anything wrong to begin with as a warning that "You better not get out of line tomorrow, next week, next month, or next year!"

The entire creation is fucked up. I'm not into pissing contests, whether we're talking the family living paycheck to paycheck, the child with cancer, the people that don't have clean drinking water. All of it is a constant struggle. I'm not one to sit over here and say "But at least you have SOME water to drink, even if it's dirty." "But at least you got a life even though you have cancer." "But at least you're earning a paycheck!"

There's nothing to learn and really nothing to do in this creation except for the creatures draining us dry. Nothing else makes sense to me. I believe the soul farm theory. They certainly do love their negativity, don't they? Goodness knows it's like having Thanksgiving dinner every single meal for every single day of your life on the negative shit inside this creation.

I've been talking along these lines lately...wanting to find an exit and getting out of this creation without dying out of it. I honestly wonder how many in this world feel the same way? I bet it's a high number.

And if I'm wrong and something has corrupted this system, at the end of the day I'll still blame the true creator for not intervening. Don't give me this "doesn't intervene because of free will" jazz because that's completely laughable. I see it as two sides of the coin. Somebody else pointed this out on another thread...you're sick, you need to fight with all your will and use everything you got instead of letting one thing handle it all. True. But I also view it on par with a computer virus. How will that virus be removed from the computer if the person doesn't scan it and the person be the one to help fix the computer? The program needs the human and the human needs the program, teamwork.

All I see is an abandoned creation where you're fucked no matter how much of a good person you are. The world gets worse, the world gets crazier but all those good people are still stuck inside the trap. The evil will steamroll over the good. I think even an idiot is smart enough to tell you that. I'm not into pain and pleasure S & M games. "I'll beat you with the whip here and then lovingly stroke your hair afterwards." FUCKED UP INSANITY. All roads lead to nowhere.