Thank you.

I admit I've seen the rigged card game inside of this inner world for a very long time. If you agreed with what I said above, you'll more than likely get what I'm saying here and agree with it as well. It's very painful seeing people think that they can change a rigged game by asking for a new deck and the person that brought the marked cards whips out another deck of marked cards.

I've turned attention to my own personal life and realize how many times I've been "set up". I'm not talking set up in a criminal way or anything like that. I'm struggling trying to think of a way to describe this. It's almost as if parts split in half. One half goes left or to the top and the other half goes bottom or to the right. Situation disappears. It's 0 + 0 imo. lol, I hope nobody struggles to answer what 0 + 0 equals out to. But it seems like this life is almost like that. Gee, let me pull out a bunch of calculators and see what these calculators say the answer to 0 + 0 is, let me go ask a bunch of people what the answer is, let me check 3 million times on my hands what 0 + 0 is. All of this struggle when it's automatic that 0 + 0 = 0. No hands, no machines, no people necessary to tell you what's the answer. All this time wasted for pretty much nothing.

Imo people really should feel insulted. Do you ever laugh when you see a dog chasing its tail? No doubt the dog is at least having fun. I bet there's a lot of laughter at all of us running around chasing our own tails and no, it's not fun for us.

Cruelty will never show somebody or something that you love it. Want examples? Picture yourself kicking an animal repeatedly...maybe twice a day. So you kick this animal and then tell it "I love you." What's that animal going to remember? Will it cower in fear at the sight of you or will it run up to you in a friendly manner? My guess is that it will cower in fear. Maybe it'll get fed up enough and attack. All this God/religion shit doesn't make sense to me when people talk about fear. Fear = bad in my book. I put myself in place of that kicked animal example. Somebody comes over to me and slaps me to the ground and kicks me in the stomach twice each and every day. Do you think I would consider that person to be a good person? Or am I going to cower in fear, call the cops or defend myself?

I'm not surprised at the level of bullshit we have to wade through day in and day out. I realize this is another side of the scale but you know we're fucked if you can have people say with a straight face "I voted for the lesser evil." WHAT? I'm surprised my brain doesn't blow out of my skull even reading that phrase. Or when you have people violating your rights, people make fucking excuses for it!

I want to state that I don't think I'm better/smarter than anybody. So nobody think I'm up my own ass. But I'm just sick to death of this existence because it's on par with watching a bad junior high play and having to pretend like it has any meaning or depth whatsoever.