Was reading an article about boys being molested by a boy scout master in the past. The whole article left me fuming but one part really got me fuming because the person was voicing legitimate thoughts and seeing for himself how truly fucked up this system, existence or whatever the hell it is has been.

tbh it blows my mind the hush hush treatment molesting got in the past for some of these cases. I'm not a parent but I'd probably be the type of parent that would've ended up on death row for blowing the son of a bitch away for messing with my kid. I know some of you think "oh, the hardships makes you stronger" but I disagree. do you realize how much is truly lost? For these kids that got molested, don't you think 'normal' life went out the window for them? If you were happy and carefree before, do you really think it's a case of "I'm just gonna pretend like it never happened. I'm still happy and carefree."

Anyway, the part that got me fired up involved one of the guys noticing how wonderful one of the molester's life went compared to his life that wasn't going well at all. And he made some comment about wondering what his life would've been like if he hadn't had to go through this. How fucked up is that? Then again, par for the course where EVIL = REWARDS.

I'm honestly glad he voiced those thoughts. What would he be like, what would his life have been like if he hadn't went through this shit? Maybe his life would've been so much better. Maybe he still would've been on this road. He'll never know.

It's disturbing the more I think about it. Sometimes I wonder if the cards truly were marked at the very start of the game. You let this person succeed and pass no matter if they do good or do the most evil shit imaginable. This person is meant to be a dysfunctional, fuck up mess so you throw as much shit at them as possible so they'll be that way.

I don't believe in free will and sure as hell don't believe in karma. It's really gotten to a point where I don't really believe in anything we've been told throughout this existence. I think it's all bullshit.