i have no help. i am alone. i keep trying and trying and trying but it's TOO HARD ALONE.

fucking i can't do it anymore.

I can't do the simple common ordinary everday shit that gives normal people no fucking problem at all to fucking do.

and i have no support and no help.

none. fucking none.

and i have to fucking move next month because I can't take this shit anymore. being pretty only counts for so much, but all the fucking gorgoues views in the fucking world DON'T MAKE UP FOR BEING ALONE.

and without even the internet and being able to communicate even.what's the fucking point?

I am paying too much money for too little shit and am sick of it and am going to move next month.

there are TOO MANY FUCKING ISSUES here. and no one gives a fuck about me ever.