Sloane! We are well met. :) You are certainly very interesting! When I saw the picture of you and the elephant I knew you were a VERY special person; the tops!

I'm not sure OP if I've ever come across one of your threads and I'm very happy I did. I have my opinions about what you may be sensing but I come from a very different place. This may make no sense whatsoever to you but I may have a perspective for you which might be positive.

We, as humans are multifaceted. Our very beings occupy eternity fully. Our actions ripple and reverberate throughout eternity, endlessly. We are interacting here in this space but our full being occupies innumerable planes. If you can picture slices moving like dominoes in curving endless motion. We are much more than we can know in time.

There is a cosmic consciousness that permeates our existence. We communicate continually with beings who are aware of themselves and us. We have a knowing of eternity and our role in this existence. Somehow, we are interacting in all in the same instant.

As we become more aware we begin to sense this aspect of our reality as the veil begins to lift. Everything takes on new meaning from the numbers you see to the colors that catch your eye. When you spend time with something this awareness becomes focused where you are spending your time. If you were in nature you would see this action through those avenues. However since there is focus on the computer the messages start to come from there.

You are giving credit to natural humans and technology where instead, know that the higher cosmos is getting your attention through the areas where you are paying the most attention.

I hope I made even a bit of sense to you. I like where your mind is. You have great observations.