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I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity

 
Nimbin Ned
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I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
i have fucked up big time by stripping away the illusion of this reality . i wish now that i'd stayed asleep

instead of being spiritually liberated, i have created a hell in my own mind

my thoughts and subconscious are causing havoc in my life and i can't seem to turn it around no matter how hard i try

these energy forms are manifesting almost instantly - and it's a complete nigthmare

i try to meditate and use mindfullness to stem the flow of shit coming at me, but it's not working - i want to go to sleep and not wake up

my mistake was not setting up the metaprogram properly before jumping of the cliff in to the abyss. now it's like i'm trying to write the code for an advanced AI program using a commodore 64 processor

is there a reboot button somewhere i can activate? i need to be free of this suffering. i know what the answer will be already - i am looping in on myself, spiralling in to the depths of my own insanity
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Re: I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
Call upon the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.

He will show you the way.

Repent and do not try to be your own God - that is a sure way to insanity.

Ask him humbly to help you.

I will pray for you.
pray to Jesus

Note - not in India, in the UK, English born and bred! lol
Not in Belgium either, I hoped a change of ISP to Plusnet would sort it out, seems not.
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05/19/2016 09:11 AM
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You gotta stop focusing on what is manifesting and roll with it.


Usually manifestation has quite a lag to it. What you see manifesting is probably from past energies that are similar to your current ones.

You gotta stop thinking about and just deal with what is going on day to day, minute by minute.

I was over concerned and anxious about manifestation before and I am pretty sure I was just driving myself crazy with it.

I eventually just let the worry go and it all seemed to just take care if itself. Sure, I still manifested some fucked up shit and I am still dealing with it but I have lost the anxiety.

It's pretty crazy when you start playing with reality. Relax man, all you can do.
Corpus Anima
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Re: I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
Why oh why didn't I take the BLUE pill?
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Yup, Christ can help you help yourself.

If you are as introspective as you say, you will feel analogies of liberating potential bubble up through your consciousness often and feel your mind linger on them, thats how Jesus reaches us now adays.

Analogies are how Christ reprograms us, pay attention to the methaphors in your dreams and how they apply to your waking life.

A Super quick example...I was doing laundry one day pulling my dress shirts out of the dryer, and I am super carefull to un-button all the chest buttons because they will get torn off but the process if I dont...well I pulled a shirt out of the dryer, and one button actually make it into the correct slot of ANOTHER dress shirt. While I was doing this I was thinking that I potentially could be alone for the rest of my life and how I would ever be able to meet someone I truely would care for...I pulled these shirts out and the analogy floated to my top of my mind and I got the impression that God can make anything come together when ever he chooses.

Just be patient, and keep your focus on him, never turn away from him, keep watching and he will show you things that will blow your mind.

Good Luck
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It's not a spiral, it's orchestrated chaos.

A spiral is the symbol of the continuum, no beginning no end.
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05/19/2016 09:59 AM
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Everything is all-ways complete....! hf
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Great Post.

I concur OP.

So much internet information over 10 years has my mind and body fragmented.
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Time to ground yourself. Look into grounding. Feet on grass, nature. Relax.
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You need Jesus' help.

But always remember, you can never go back to the blue pill once you've taken the red pill, every blue pill attempt will truly be purple from here on out.
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05/19/2016 07:47 PM
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Time to ground yourself. Look into grounding. Feet on grass, nature. Relax.
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that's a good suggestion - i will ask for gaia's help. she has always been there for me. thank you
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Time to ground yourself. Look into grounding. Feet on grass, nature. Relax.
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that's a good suggestion - i will ask for gaia's help. she has always been there for me. thank you
 Quoting: Nimbin Ned


That is actually a good suggestion. If you try it please report the results. Good luck.
:)
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Re: I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
i have fucked up big time by stripping away the illusion of this reality . i wish now that i'd stayed asleep

instead of being spiritually liberated, i have created a hell in my own mind

my thoughts and subconscious are causing havoc in my life and i can't seem to turn it around no matter how hard i try

these energy forms are manifesting almost instantly - and it's a complete nigthmare

i try to meditate and use mindfullness to stem the flow of shit coming at me, but it's not working - i want to go to sleep and not wake up

my mistake was not setting up the metaprogram properly before jumping of the cliff in to the abyss. now it's like i'm trying to write the code for an advanced AI program using a commodore 64 processor

is there a reboot button somewhere i can activate? i need to be free of this suffering. i know what the answer will be already - i am looping in on myself, spiralling in to the depths of my own insanity
 Quoting: Nimbin Ned


No regrets. It's rare I can say I'm glad something happened but I'm glad I see the shit that's so screwed up about this existence. Time to find an exit, gotta be more ways out of here besides death. And tbh I don't even think death is a way out of here.

I wish you the best of luck.
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i have fucked up big time by stripping away the illusion of this reality . i wish now that i'd stayed asleep

instead of being spiritually liberated, i have created a hell in my own mind

my thoughts and subconscious are causing havoc in my life and i can't seem to turn it around no matter how hard i try

these energy forms are manifesting almost instantly - and it's a complete nigthmare

i try to meditate and use mindfullness to stem the flow of shit coming at me, but it's not working - i want to go to sleep and not wake up

my mistake was not setting up the metaprogram properly before jumping of the cliff in to the abyss. now it's like i'm trying to write the code for an advanced AI program using a commodore 64 processor

is there a reboot button somewhere i can activate? i need to be free of this suffering. i know what the answer will be already - i am looping in on myself, spiralling in to the depths of my own insanity
 Quoting: Nimbin Ned


OP not making light because I somewhat relate. You need a project and to get busy with something/anything good. Plant a garden. Organize a birthday party. Redecorate.

Stay busy

All is not lost.
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There is no Blue Pill

You really are crazy. And I am the just the voice inside your head.

And the rabbit doesn't stop screaming until the right remedy is given.

Nimbin Ned  (OP)

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Re: I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
i have fucked up big time by stripping away the illusion of this reality . i wish now that i'd stayed asleep

instead of being spiritually liberated, i have created a hell in my own mind

my thoughts and subconscious are causing havoc in my life and i can't seem to turn it around no matter how hard i try

these energy forms are manifesting almost instantly - and it's a complete nigthmare

i try to meditate and use mindfullness to stem the flow of shit coming at me, but it's not working - i want to go to sleep and not wake up

my mistake was not setting up the metaprogram properly before jumping of the cliff in to the abyss. now it's like i'm trying to write the code for an advanced AI program using a commodore 64 processor

is there a reboot button somewhere i can activate? i need to be free of this suffering. i know what the answer will be already - i am looping in on myself, spiralling in to the depths of my own insanity
 Quoting: Nimbin Ned


OP not making light because I somewhat relate. You need a project and to get busy with something/anything good. Plant a garden. Organize a birthday party. Redecorate.

Stay busy

All is not lost.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72236166


thankyou for your kind words, and to others who have posted on this thread. i normally never post on glp, but i feel like i'm close to breaking. in the past that has meant upheaval for my whole world - including whatever this exterior projection is
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Re: I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
why you lie?
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Re: I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
Call upon the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.

He will show you the way.

Repent and do not try to be your own God - that is a sure way to insanity.

Ask him humbly to help you.

I will pray for you.
 Quoting: sindywoow


I believe there was an angel sometime that tried to be his own god...Didn't work out well, apparently.

And as someone above said, get out and try to just do God's work. I'm working on that myself. Baby steps.

Last Edited by Brickbanana on 05/20/2016 01:53 AM
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You could just stop giving a fuck.

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