REPORT ABUSIVE REPLY
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I Am Looping In On Myself, Spiralling In To the Depths of My Own Insanity
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i have fucked up big time by stripping away the illusion of this reality . i wish now that i'd stayed asleep
instead of being spiritually liberated, i have created a hell in my own mind
my thoughts and subconscious are causing havoc in my life and i can't seem to turn it around no matter how hard i try
these energy forms are manifesting almost instantly - and it's a complete nigthmare
i try to meditate and use mindfullness to stem the flow of shit coming at me, but it's not working - i want to go to sleep and not wake up
my mistake was not setting up the metaprogram properly before jumping of the cliff in to the abyss. now it's like i'm trying to write the code for an advanced AI program using a commodore 64 processor
is there a reboot button somewhere i can activate? i need to be free of this suffering. i know what the answer will be already - i am looping in on myself, spiralling in to the depths of my own insanity
Quoting: Nimbin Ned OP not making light because I somewhat relate. You need a project and to get busy with something/anything good. Plant a garden. Organize a birthday party. Redecorate. Stay busy All is not lost.
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