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When you realize you are being watched, read, invaded privacywise it's much more fun to purposefully expose yourself to those watchers.
Nothing beats the knowledge that you are mindfucking the mindfuckers, I suspect many of those supposed people you mentioned have experienced a total meltdown at some point in their lives because they thought it was a good idea to profile people on this site, and on many other places where people freely expose both the highest amounts of rationale and lunacy together.
Since you are an anime person I'll leave you, and all readers/participants of this thread, "Real Drive" it's a very deep approach to the possible future of human communications that will leave you pondering about things like human potential, overcoming limits and a generally beautiful outlook in that the future doesn't necesserally become bleak just because things change.
Quoting: Montblanc I will look into that. Always love a good anime. A good paradigm shifter of any kind. Yes, indeed. I think this is a special place where backdoors are opened and special information tends to congregate for those with eyes to see. Also there is another additional unique feature of this site. Let's say the spiritual gifted have some kind of inane 'hook' to this site, or that they tend to get sort of magnetized to it and find it difficult to leave for some reason. Well something else is also happening, something like a pressure cooker. Constantly, those who frequent this site are being bombarded with extremely negative and sometimes graphically explicitly negative suggestion and hyperarousal. That means the spiritually gifted tend to be in danger here, being sensitive means that you are exposing yourself to a kind of environment that could be highly volatile and could cause a degradation of functioning on all levels, including spiritual ones. Total dissolution of functioning is possible, too. Well, the pressure cooker environment does something else. It forces the paradigm of unification of opposites. Let's say the more spiritual light you cast, the greater your compulsion to stay. Let's say there's a center of gravity that infects the spiritually aware like a mind virus and forces them to come in contact with this destructive negativity constantly. Well what happens to those who do not break, or those who break constantly but never permanently, becoming stronger and stronger at every turn? Something, perhaps in this process - becomes rarified. And I think it is a feature of this site, like albert hoffman's discovery of acid, that was not intended from the get go but - was, perhaps, a gem of 'destiny' - because there is something.....that needed to happen....and that something....is what we call the 'idea' of the 'nobody'.... All I can say is that negativity is being bred everywhere in the XXIst century, if you don't come here you'll see it around you in the street, on media 24/7, in people you know, all of them being affected more or less through these communicational channels. You had a psychotic outbreak, I too had my moments of paranoia and psychosis, and so have many others, here but also everywhere else. When you realize that you can fight it by not giving it the importance that the mind virus demands of you, you become a little bit freer. That freedom can vanish in a fleeting moment, as long a moment as that in which it arrived. Knowledge is truly a weapon, no one can have all knowledge, but everyone can attain knowledge of themselves and with it crush your fears. In the game "Persona 4" the protagonist is the only one who never fights his own shadow because he is the only one who accepts himself completely from the beginning, incidentally, his starting arcana is 0, The Fool. Hmm. Was it so simple as a psychotic outburst? I have evidence of things that any normal scientist would call paranormal. I have even presented some of this unique footage to certain scientists to their total bafflement. Who answers when answers are utterly silenced? What do you say when there is no acceptable explanation? Well if you are me you go on a hunt for the answers. And you find some very dangerous information. I am not saying that total breakdown of sanity isn't a very easy result of going trying to find certain dangerous information - of course it is! Simply that being too afraid to answer a difficult question, and pretending that there is nothing odd about your inability to explain - is no proof of sanity. Simply of error. I guess we both experienced unexplainable things, I don't know what went wrong with you but for me it was a string of negative synchronicities, though in retrospect I think it was something necessary for my growth because I did search for answers to dangerous questions, questions which I didn't realize just how dangerous they really were then. I also did out of character things which came back to hurt me later, but I can't really ascribe those to paranormal phenomena, the weird synchronicities I do though. I don't know anyone personally with the level of knowledge who could explain anything without desmissing me as simply crazy, so, being a careful and somewhat distrustful invidual, I kept my mouth shut about most things except in the company of a few select friends who are as brothers to me. Another point that puts a big target on me, and anyone like me as well, is being quite outspoken about what my passions, especially when some of those passions include high-level geopolitics, occult studies and ancient history. The warning is old "do not cast pearls before swine", it holds it's sense as you can't speak about certain things in front of certain people, especially people who spend a lot of time around you, but with whom you don't have a strong and trusting bind. Those things that happened to me kept me from coming here for nearly an year because I associate the beginning of it all with certain things I posted here. Now I'm back because I feel confident in my navigational skill but I'll never try to share my views on any overtly negative thread without touching the waters first.
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