Everybody knows that the janitor is the cornerstone

not really an edit, just another reorganization of thought! lol

<o> <o> symbology! lol

oh Lord, about sleeping, last night didn't get any sleep at all, up all night, couldn't switch off. I've got in two naps today, was going to hit the hay early if I could. try to take walks too, there's this nice scenic path, at least as close to anything like that around here. but of course 'they' are always out in full force to bug me wherever I go. but whatever.

as far as your mom, I don't have any clear details and none of these I might remember may be true. the room we were in was kind of dark, it was almost as if I was in a dark tower or something, like I was sitting on also a dark chair. don't think it was a throne or anything important or symbolic like that, just that the setting made it hard to see. but the impression I get of her was that she was on the little side, a little feisty, but those details I'm sure I put together from your words already, not any special thing on my part. I think she may have been wearing glasses or something, not sure. and she seemed of a dark complexion too but again the whole place was dark, just like me when I was smiling the whole time I was voiding out her complete being. I don't get the impression I was mad or evil actually, I knew exactly what I was doing. But don't know why. But it seemed like it was the right thing to do within the dream. Sorry for uhhh attacking your mom and ev'rything...

does anything also with Christmas stand out in your mind too? I know like within the works of Kubrick, like Eyes Wide Shut, there is heavy Xmas motif everywhere, and someone mentioned the same movie today on a thread no less. In the clear dreams I had today when taking a nap too my bland apartment was decorated with Xmas decorations while talking to another lady. she wasn't you, she was Asian, and so it was just probably one of my meaningless fantasies like when I was in korea or something. but thought I'd bounce it off you anyway.

oh something else just came to me. even tho your mom had a dark shirt on, there was something like a pendent either hanging from her neck around the point I was focusing my attack on, or else it was a lighter shiny print of something on her shirt, like a crystal or butterfly, something small idk exactly, just my best guess right now.

be my guest

the web you weave connects in ways you yet to imagine! lol

Hey, its been a while since ive felt like I was a stalker, so thanks for bringing me back to the days when women were still like that.

Btw, my wife wanted me to say hi and that shed had a couple dreams about you.

Anyways, good luck not being a bitch in life.

Fascinating! I would love to hear more about her dreams. Been playing Destiny a bit.

Hi Sis

What, you're saying I ought to be concerned?

merely connecting the dots others leave behind! sure, the clues were vague and hardly related, but the impression was clear! lol

Well god damn, I want answers and I will find them

w/o discernment, i doubt if that's possible! lol

K, experienced/experiencing something/things of which you were/are investigating or researching. maybe?

its starting to look like as if you might be one of 'alice from wonderland' people.

learn from magical white rabbit and then become one. think like it. for being one would know pathways and rabbit holes (this net and irl). be in a bit of control and play music or dance to the music of reality at the same time.

Fascinating! I would love to hear more about her dreams. Been playing Destiny a bit.

Nah, we're done here.

I was incredibly wrong about you and have much time to make up on now.

At least I can be grateful in that regard.

I unfriended you and this is the absolute last of my time I will give you.

Good luck.

What the actual fuck are you talking about? Uhmm okay. I have no idea what the hell I did, but bye? Shit. People are crazy.

Maybe I am crazy, but if that is the case then you are fantstically dumb.

Either way, peace.

Well I have no idea what the FUCK you are going on about, so if you are going to have a paranoid schitz attack, go for it dude. IDK what I did, so wtf am I supposed to say? Have fun with that shitshow, and going around accusing people of random crap they don't understand. But yeah, apparently I'm too fucking dumb to understand why somebody would randomly freak out like a total fuckig asswipe. K.

Sorry...I just have no patience for being accused of something without being told what it is. It makes me freaking mad.

Sorry...I just have no patience for being accused of something without being told what it is. It makes me freaking mad.

Well I hope you feel like a big guy screwing with my head, I hope you feel fucking awesome about that.

I know how you feel. We need to be mind readers.


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I know how you feel. We need to be mind readers.


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