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That was sweet:0)

Ha, I was going to do that. Trying to figure between that and dr strange:P

I hear what you are saying and a certain degree of 'letting go' is exactlky what I have been doing lately. it is more about the ones I care about that are involved in the deception - it is obvious any normal person would be inclined to want to say - hey that isn't me - remember me - but it isn't about me really -I have no preconceived or other-wise notions about myself -I don't like deception and I don't like seeing people getting hurt -especially if I am the one being used to gain access - reverse bait. its a non-material world relationship that was interferred with.
even with spirit help I still screwed it up some years back for the second time.

its complicated but it isnt. I have let go of everything already, that's why I am saying be careful of that approach - more of a departure. there is plenty of time for that on the other side of this veil. many stay attached to the past and the astral recreations and recent loved-ones, while many let go and move on - and to get away from this 'hell' that is what we will have to do anyway.

I am personally just trying to catch up with some of my past that I left behind due to very negative external forces and circumstances. a reconnect and recollect if you will. completing that curcuit before I can move on. most everything else I have already left behind.
kinda like a bucket list.

in my opinion in this world of mirrors and reflections it is far easier to know or discover over 'time' exactly what one isnt rather than is. like recognising self in others is just self realisation but to see what we do not wish to be is more of a self-definition -albeit subtractive analysis - from the whole glaring reflection under the sun - we see what we wish not to become. simple.
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In the art of eating through the zombie apocalypse they tell how to replace yeast when it runs dry and is not in the air to utilize. Note, the Hebrews like to use unleavened bread. There is great analogy for tides and breathing in bread.

Now, wild yeast is a long many day process(adding flour/flower and water equal parts) that is an art and science. On the fourth day of adding process to the starter, you start to notice a stink coming from the starter and that is when the microbial community starts evolving as well as the rise and fall of the starter that the microbes are within(the great division). You feed that starter twice every day so the yeasts consume their food. The 6th day the smell should be dissipated. With the last days having a nice aroma of what yeast smells like.

If you can see the connection of this to the flower of life/tree of life with days of creation through division

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You can see the way matter looks at the ether. As the ether is within a cube from matters view with symbols of pathways on its membranes, each not touching. Matter from ethers view being like mannequin or static moving and manipulating the matter in any way it deemed due the symbols, setting it on the pathways.

Right before I had that ether dream, I had a stink bug on my arm that would not come off, lol. Now I know why.
This is a bit choppy writing as it is a little early explaining.

That is where the pointed hat came from, maybe lol

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Isn't that strange kids were made to wear dunce caps and sit in the corner back in the day?
Maybe wearing it made the chaos in the 'naughty' kids leave. Corners is where energy stagnates and collects. Oh, the elbow. That goes with other info I was getting. The body also has that where joints are. That is why people ache in them, from energy collecting there and staying there, not moving properly.

Nut has her head in the west where she swallows the setting sun and stars. Her loins in the east where she gives birth or spits the rising sun and stars out.

What does Thelema say

First Chapter of The Book of the Law (Liber AL vel Legis): "Every man and every woman is a star."

I hear what you are saying and a certain degree of 'letting go' is exactlky what I have been doing lately. it is more about the ones I care about that are involved in the deception - it is obvious any normal person would be inclined to want to say - hey that isn't me - remember me - but it isn't about me really -I have no preconceived or other-wise notions about myself -I don't like deception and I don't like seeing people getting hurt -especially if I am the one being used to gain access - reverse bait. its a non-material world relationship that was interferred with.
even with spirit help I still screwed it up some years back for the second time.

its complicated but it isnt. I have let go of everything already, that's why I am saying be careful of that approach - more of a departure. there is plenty of time for that on the other side of this veil. many stay attached to the past and the astral recreations and recent loved-ones, while many let go and move on - and to get away from this 'hell' that is what we will have to do anyway.

I am personally just trying to catch up with some of my past that I left behind due to very negative external forces and circumstances. a reconnect and recollect if you will. completing that curcuit before I can move on. most everything else I have already left behind.
kinda like a bucket list.

Someone cut their hair. I just remembered that from the other night.

Cutting hair always reminds me of Berenice & Samson and of this song.

oh I just noticed you already said something similar to what I was thinking. only difference is I would prefer not too experience some things I can well imagine without actual immersion/experience - as in immerse myself within that .. which I did not want to be in order to understand who I really am - I would rather know from a place of self awareness that which I would choose not to be and distance myself from that aura so that it does not interfere with my energy field to my detriment. why go through hell to know who one is - is that really necessary. I guess that is kinda earth (or this realm be whatever it may be) specific ala school of hard knocks - lessons - over-intellectualized schools of thought and mystery looped over and over again
without progression - with the dumb kids left outside the classroom to smoke dope all day and shoot the breeze.

anyway cheerio - nicely handled.
Dj

its not necessary to experience anything really but to see things as they are,

we spin out into this world and get lost in it, lol that song/video :)

That is true. It is a better way than what I have had to do in the past many times because I attach to things very deeply and is really difficult for me to detach in some cases. It is not weakness, though it may look like it to some. It is strength. Letting go does show what comes back and what does not and that is okay.
Funny thing is, I keep seeing strings and threads everywhere.
I feel better when I do keep it open, thanks.