I lost my husband in 1996. I know how you feel. Nothing seemed real for about a year.

It does get better. Try to find something to distract you for short periods of time if you can. A hobby, pet, reading short stories only.

After about a year, I just began to feel better. Don't think it was anything I did, just happened.

Hope it happens and even sooner for you. Hugs and prayers.


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