What a beautiful sentiment... thank you.

Praying for you OP, this world is heaven and hell all wrapped in one. For every winner there's a loser, nature is the same way, savage and heartbreaking. Wish i had the answer but time does mute all wounds, it's always there over your shoulder, but eventually it fades to some degree and the sun shines again. One day a time and know your husband wants you to flourish and embrace what time we all have left. I know loss and it's hard, very hard. My hobbies help fill the void and idle time now. Find one and embrace it. Godbless.