Transmigrating souls in most part go through the energies of the moon because they still have a storehouse of karma and desire, otherwise not when these are reconciled and fulfilled. Blame yourself. The work is inside. OP has a point in destroying the moon but only in meaning conquering the mind.

The moon represents the mind and is quite beautiful and peaceful especially when full, reflecting the light of the sun. Those who take peace in the moon do so because they take peace in the mind. Perved hollywood saying peace is a trap. Please. We can know what is true or not within. There is not a force in the universe that can prevent growth and freedom in a pure heart.