Ok I used to be an altar server and am still a devout Catholic. Catholics were more appalled than anyone by the scandal, but leaving the Church because of some evil men would be like leaving Jesus because of Judas. The Church still has the truth and the sacraments. You say "I lost 6 brothers on that day." Altar serving is not like the army. You usually don't know altar servers at other Churches. There's no secret altar server network. Pretty much my point is I highly doubt you knew 6 altar servers who died in the same week. Most Churches don't even have 6 altar servers. If you are telling the truth, please forgive my ignorance and I am so sorry about what you went through.