I just want to put it out there in the Universe!

She was very sick for a very long time, she suffered so much. She was so beautiful, but such a tormented soul.
She is no longer my Mom, now she is part of something else...and I'm so sad!

I can't even go to the funeral, she is on the other side of the world.

She passed away from pneumonia in just 10 days.

We had our difference and fights and went without talking for long periods of time. But we were also close and helped each other. I was planning to spend a whole year back home with her, I was planning to refurnish her apartment, get her a new laptop and do some short vacations around Europe..now I'm going back to an empty house...and I will never see her seating in her kitchen with her small tv and her laptop.

I MISS YOU ALREADY!!!!

I want to remember her like this forever:



I don't think I'm going to write here again...I'm too sad today!