This whole mental-state is fake... what I think is my own mind isn't...

its controlled by humanity.

and it needs to stop.

Im only controlling part of my mind... the rest isn't really my mind but I think it is.

I HATE THIS.

I HATE THIS.

I HATE THIS...

I don't even think it's my mind, but if I can't tell the difference because it's inserted within me and pretends to be part of my mind, what good does it do? I can conceptually know "its not me" but unless theres an energetic/emotional feeling of it... its no good.

I need this fake MIND GONE AND ERASED. So I can be not boring anymore. And more magical again.