I'm sorry op. Get out in nature. Do some hiking or fishing. God gave us a beautiful earth with everything we need.

It is the Evil of corruption and it's lies that have you down.

I feel ya. I have been purposely unemployed for 3 months just because I am sick of paying into this crooked as all get out shit system. I have to go back to work soon because I have responsibilities, but that is the only reason why.

I am just over all the corruption, freeloaders, politicians etc. They have drained me of my motivation to pay into this crooked system and watch freeloaders LIVE off my hard work and fuk all the rich politicians etc. Who gained their wealth off their lies and corruption.

Corporations treat people like slaves. I turn 50 this year and have worked in hi stress jobs for over 25 years. I am in socal, but getting out of this hell hole very soon. Back to my roots in the green country of Oklahoma where I am from soon.

The game has been rigged and I am done with it. As patriotic Americans, we have been raped and ripped off for to long.

I do not want to make good money anymore.....ready for the simple country life.

Let go of the wordly pressure and media corporate bs.

Good luck OP. I said a prayer for you friend.