The first awkening is all about mirrors. Intimacy. In to me i see. Everyone and everything we see, all the good, the bad the ugly that we recognise is a reflecfion of what is in us in some form..

The second awakening is all about Windows. Beyond me i see.. we finly get a glimps of our role in other other peoles lives and see beyond ourselves and into a world with marvel and awwe. We see where we took what we wanted from the first awakening and dumped out what we did not. We finally get a glimpse beyond our limitations of self and serve in ways we are only begining to comprehend.. it is here we recognise the miracle we have always been wanting, we have always been.

The third awakening is doors. people, situations and experiances are doors. Those doors that no longer useful in our development close. New doors present themselves but it is upntp us, to knock and open them. Some doors see elaborate and some doors are plain. We do not judge the lessons we will learn and the opportunities we have been being groomed for in the first 2 awakenings by the doors apearance, we simply turn the handle and walk through each of them.

The 4th awakening is where we find ourselves free from a house of limitations and lessons. At the center of the cross roads.. where there is all that is before us and all that is behind us and all that is on either side of us.. we are grateful for this huge transistion/transformation and we finally choose which direction to take, not burdened by out past, present or our future selves or the dark on one side or the light on the other. It is here we are no longer burdened by the night of the soul nor hope for the golden dawn. It is here we know that duality exists but we are not bound by it.

It is in the forth awakening that we recongnize we are greater than the all the seasons. Fall is neither younger nor older than summer, spring is not anymore good or evil than winter. summer is not any more true or false than fall and that winter is neither right nor left any more than fall.. but like the seasons hold these dualities within them but are not bound by them. It is here the profound realization that our soul which is not of this world but is born into this world, embraces all things and holds all these duality's but is NOT bound by them. It is here, we emerge from our cacoon like a butterfly, We judge not our fellows in their toil, for we too were once a catipiller. What does a million catipiller lives know about flight? Absolutely nothing. Yet we do not deny ourselves our own new nature.. we simply sttetch our wings and fly