I feel like life and existence is a complete waste of time. No matter what I do I am still going to die.

What you listed is not the point though
The point is to see how you handle it emotionally and spiritually.

If you think this is it, an no after life, then you need to do more searching....

Personal Experience is the best teacher in life, not others experiences

And to think that our population numbers are going to continue to climb...ugh

None of us asked for an afterlife! None of us asked for LIFE! Who is giving us all of this SHIT without our permission?

What is meaningful enough to leave behind?

No, you did ask for this LIFE, you just do not remember
Also, your soul is so much more than your EGO.
Your life here is a small portion of "yourself"

Your upbringing, peers, The INTERNET, family, friends shaped your perception of this life.

If you were born again, it would be totally different the next time around because all those above factors change and your perception on things would also change


We all see things differently, and learn accordingly from that new perspective, that is why you must come back, are rather will choose to come back again

That is right you little cunt. Give up! GIVE UP! Millions of children go hungry every day be a selfish little cunt and whine about how difficult it is for you to exist.

So I was KIDNAPPED and given amnesia? Even worse.

You are here to serve God and keep his commandments.

Accept christ, love out your time in a God fearing manner, and go to eternity with confidence at the end of this long night of sin.

You can read the book of Ecclesiastes and find that king Solomon felt the same way.

Eat, drink, enjoy your family, friends, nature, and worship God.

There is no need to aquire wealth and possessions of cast quantities, you won't need them when you leave.

Vanity of vanities, all is vanity.

oh do fuck off sunshine

Couldn't have said it better myself.

OP, don't think about what you're supposed to do. Think about what you want to do.

Get a job and work to experience everything touristy available, or live in a van traveling America whilst fruit picking your way across the USA.

The question you should ask is not, "What is the purpose of life?" But rather "How can I cram as much fun into my life as possible..."

Heck be disabled by smoking drugs and play video games all day long if you want. Just do whatever it is you want and not what other people tell you to do. (Unless they're paying you, their opinion and what they want can go pound sand...)

The only true philosophical question worth pondering in life is whether or not to kill yourself. - Albert Camus

He was French... jus sayin..

Fuck yeah we did! Luh that kine!

These are the symptoms of spiritually bankruptcy.

Start the uphill climb by noticing how that stuff keeps appearing in front of your eyes as if by magic. Start to enquire within about mysteries like awareness and perception.

If you say you're wasting something, that implies it has some value to be wasted.

If you say you feel you're wasting something, that implies you feel it has some value.

If you feel that time has value, then you can find the answer to your questions by probing for the motivation/origin of that feeling.

Understanding your heart's desire for meaning/purpose is the starting point to fulfill it

Dude, you do not remember also you agreed to send me all your hard work money. When will you comply with your contract?

If you think time has a value you will be kept inside the "sin" of time (saturn space time field) till you will decide time is evil.

Check out this playlist series on Youtube when you have some time.

Concepts of Faith with Charles Capps
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because nihilism is moralistic

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you just haven't been given a purpose yet.

Yep.

See the Four Thoughts:

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I'm here for the beer!

Read the book fight club.

We all live our tiny lives, with our tiny problems and our tiny joys. working out tiny jobs for cheese and gasoline.

We are all going to die someday, and until you accept this, you will never be free.

No matter how bad you think your life is, I'm sure you're still nowhere close to knowing what rock bottom is like. There are people out there who have conditions where maggots are eating their bodies as they live, just think about how bad it can get.

It isn't until you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.

No, it isn't.

It's actually the complete opposite: True spiritual awareness.

A person can only begin to perceive the true nature of this reality and existence once they realize that the "material world" is an empty illusion -- and that hollow pursuits aren't the point of it all.

It isn't about "finding religion", either. Simply put, it is all about waking up. That's it.

Once a person reaches that point, they can begin to see the next level/layer. However, they can't get there without first realizing how this illusory life appears to be a "complete waste of time".

No kidding but, when all else fails read the directions;
"After these things I saw, and, look! a great crowd, which no man was able to number, out of all nations and tribes and peoples and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, dressed in white robes; and there were palm branches in their hands. 10 And they keep on crying with a loud voice, saying: “Salvation [we owe] to our God, who is seated on the throne, and to the Lamb.”
..... “These are the ones that come out of the great tribulation, and they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. 15 That is why they are before the throne of God; and they are rendering him sacred service day and night in his temple; and the One seated on the throne will spread his tent over them. 16 They will hunger no more nor thirst anymore, neither will the sun beat down upon them nor any scorching heat, 17 because the Lamb, who is in the midst of the throne, will shepherd them, and will guide them to fountains of waters of life. And God will wipe out every tear from their eyes.”Rv12:7

King Solomon had the same lament. Check out the book of Ecclesiasties in the bible.