You briefly looked into a manifestation of gravitational lensing due to the 4th dimensional Space Time continuum, which is why you feel ill.

Using the Solar Eclipse of 1919, Einstein's General Relativity 'theory' became fact, and the implications forever changed the world. Considering the discoveries that were yielded and confirmed by General Relativity, it's better to NOT look into a Solar Eclipse, and take shelter in the path of totality.