Why do they constantly cough around me? How many are vampires?

It's all about directing your attention. A cough gets your attention? You are not focused on what your heart wants to focus on if you are distracted so easily.

Please understand the importance of perspective and know that the Creation is UNCONDITIONAL. Also, I could describe it as a mirror through which we can undersrand what we are creating.

If you perceive the "hive" as malevolent and unavoidable, it is.

If you perceive the "hive" with curiosity and at the minimun, courtesy, you may find your experience improves.

Keep practicing! Playing energy games with unwitting customers while trapped at work is good practice, winkwink.
xoxo

How do I find out what my heart wants?
For the past few years I've been trying to discover my purpose or what makes me happy, I eventually got tired of seeking and attempted to carve out my own path. Both methods were unsatisfactory.

Although I've been doing better the last couple years than I was in the 5 year period prior, your comment reminds me that I still keep encountering the same "wall". It's as if I'm unable to fully "feel" myself anymore. I've been trying to take up different interests, something to fill the void, and nothing really sticks anymore.

I wanted to commit to writing several years ago, then I became disillusioned with a lot of things and quit. Still, people have been telling me that I should write a book or be a writer of some sort. I personally don't think I have "what it takes" to be a writer, plus a lot of the time I feel like everything's been written about and if not that then "who cares" in this new age of instant everything. I've tried making music and have made a decent amount of progress, yet it still isn't all that fulfilling. I tried meditation and while that led to more realizations, I felt it was accelerating a process that was carrying me further and further from the few things I enjoyed in life. I only bring it up because a number of "them" have told me to be a writer along with some sentiment to the effect of "You can give a voice to people who don't have one" or "You're perceptive and cause people to think in new ways". I've been trying to force this music thing and I keep running into technical difficulties and it's like the world is telling me to stop playing guitar sometimes and do something else


I will see how people at work react to different energies and thoughts and make notes.

OP, I'm convinced energy vamps are a real thing, having experienced it myself. The feeling of being drained of all energy is different from any other kind of fatigue...it's bone deep and emotional as well as physical. The loss of energy also seems to bring on a weird mind fog. It's hard to shake, and the after effects can last for days. We need to become more aware so we can disconnect from these situations sooner, or avoid them completely. Btw, although I think some vamps are intentional, but I also think some are not consciously aware of what they're doing. I also think it runs in families...especially those with lots of drama happening all the time.

Found a technical explanation of how the vampire thing works.

The Viral Parasitic Consciousness
[link to augtellez.wordpress.com (secure)]

It specifically mentions argumentativeness. I am currently living alongside one and he is getting more and more frustrated by my ability to catch him starting arguments, and to see how he does this. I am gaining more confidence and losing fear. When he is "starved," he will try to start something. For years in the past, I engaged reliably and he stalked me over and over, following me everywhere. I would move away and he would soon find me. I believed he was a government agent. Maybe he is. But I now think it's more likely he is just an extremely hungry vampire who likes my energy. Except now I won't let him have any!

I get up and leave. But he still wins sometimes. I am living a weird life but also runnung an investigation. Stay tuned and I will keep you updated.

The ones near my life are members of intersecting covens.
Bloodline, gays, mafia.

Boy, I could have written this.. I too am being prompted to become a writer by them! I can't quite figure this out. They already stole my intellectual property a long time ago. They took my idea for a children's book and made it into two feature length Disney animated movies! I dont have the resources to go after them. So I have been suspicious that they want to again steal my ntellectual property, and my own anger and determination not to let it happen again is holding me back. They can make a lot of money from a successful idea. They can take an author for a ride then fuck 'em up later.

I also suffered severe gang stalking and unemployment during the same time period you describe. I think they made a huge push to ruin lives from 2010 - 2015. They messed with a lot of people and caused tremendous misery. Causing widespread PTSD, suicide, etc. I have been crushed and unable to get my groove back, too. Developed really negative habits and addictions as a way of coping. Grew to hate my life and lost all hope. Then I figured out about the vampires. Now I understand why everything is so shitty.

We have to get rid of them spmehow.

Same experience here. Since ages I see them cough,
everywhere.
Mostly men.
Through coughing they want to attract my attention.
Kind of, I look at them or take notice of their presence.

I never thought more than that.
And then I trained myself to not react to them.

Hive mind is an extremely dangerous thing = Borg.

They ARE the CyBorg.

ive experienced this bone deep energy drain you wrote of here.mind boggling exhaustion.

it was in a reoccurring dream of being forced to go to the cape canaveral area, a building there that literally COVERS/hides their place.
they have been there longer than ive been alive and their building is along the coast, next to an apartment building.
its still there to this day.

they forced me go through so many doors.some had to be closed before another could be opened.i stopped counting and just looked at the different door knobs.
it seemed a hundred doors, going far underground.
three females are there, the lead had red hair.
my terror upon seeing her is palpable to the other females who laugh when they see it.
i hate them with everything in me.
they let me go, i run through more doors and end up right back in their room.playing games with me.laughing.

i dont know what they do to me, but there is only a wisp of life left inside my body afterwards...and why did they let me go, too??

an unknown friend flew me over to the ocean nearby and i floated in the water...the only place i could have gone to recover my life force.i couldnt move, speak or even think.the water helped me heal.

im still angry about this.
so many details, i left much out.
it took me a few days to feel more myself again IRL.
stuck to me like glue.

I'm not a good writer so bear with me.

It's the 'Matrix'. No teaching here, just a model for understanding, no indoctrination. It's just what we live in. The system. When weird shit happens, you say it's the system. Plain and simple. It's not the benevolent world looking back at you. It's not a mountain style life, obviously. It's the system draining you.

You are expressing yourself as an awake person here OP. Good job with the successful thread.

But honestly reading it I couldn't help but think, who cares about these unevolved bodies. I'm not going to tell you how to process your own understanding of all this (basically society, and your personal growth is yours alone) so just keep following yourself.

I think if you're born into this system particularly a city-grid like NY or something like that then there's a reason. And that reason can only be your development. Figure out how you're going to change the world (you already have).

Because certainly they will not be around for much longer. The hive.


By the way I'm about to let you in on a little secret.
They can't actually drain you of any energy.
They can only trick you into thinking they are doing so.

This is true.

I've noticed that when I don't pay them any attention, oftentimes they'll repeat the cough or try to get my attention somehow.


I've thought of that same analogy at a point, it appears that they're assimilating everyone and everything like that race from star trek.

The original invasion of the body snatchers movie would be a decent example as well. Lots of parallels between some of my experiences and the some of the scenes from that film

I'm not sure if the "writer" thing is a literal suggestion or if it is a coded way of implying something that I'm not quite catching onto.

I've had instances where I thought "they" stole intellectual property from me, and people close to me have, though I always down-played it in my mind and considered that kind of grand-scale think a personal delusion. Even if I did think they stole my idea at the time, I convinced myself otherwise so that I could stay grounded.

I was also unemployed for a while, mostly because I couldn't stand their constant use of coded language and subliminal attacks in the workplace, it felt like they were trying to drive me to suicide. They were able to completely warp my sense of reality to a large extent. A lot of it started with my ex-girlfriend, who had a "cough" and constantly gas-lit me, although I was very naive with her being my first girlfriend and believing a lot of the unbalanced propaganda about relationships. My dad developed a "cough" after I finally broke up with her. I feel like a lot of my creativity started dying during that period, mostly from her demanding most of my free-time, from my interpersonal relations being deteriorated by that and an internal hurt I felt then and still do to an extent. I don't want to sound defeated about it, though while I am making progress and getting my life back together, my art is nowhere near what it was and my connection to it is nowhere near as strong, hopefully that will change in time.

It seems like the period of 2000-2015 was transformative for a lot of people.

I can relate. I became quite cynical about the world and more depressed than I'd ever been previously, and that was after I had begun to discover that somehow there were people who seemed to be able to read my mind and memories and who "seemed to know something I didn't". I occasionally smoked weed, until I found out why my brain felt like it was being drained whenever I went over to the dealers house. I was also smoking about a pack of cigarettes a day at that time, I've since quit (about 4-5 months) although I smoked 2 yesterday because sometimes I just don't see the point in carrying on. I've been running for a while now, I have had a solid job and I have been trying out new things, Still there is a void that wasn't there prior to all of "this".

I'm not sure how to get rid of them, and while I've gotten better about managing myself in public, it seems like they are everywhere.

Despite making progress on other fronts in my life currently, this phenomena is still irritating me.

Why do people constantly cough around me?

For a time I believed many to be reading my thoughts and began to think that maybe the two phenomena were part of the same thing.

I'm sure I would be "over it" if it was something that only happened occasionally and in a seemingly "random" context, then I would have no issue rationalizing it away and getting on with things.

Some causes I have entertained include:

-Those coughing are part of some sort of hivemind that have the abilities to read my thoughts and cough as a form of intimidation

-I have a higher energy level than most people, so I'm basically "cleaning" the energetic bodies of people by being close to them so they "cough" etc

-Many of those coughing are intimidated by my presence for whatever reason, so they cough as a means of trying to establish dominance


I'm just trying to make sense of it because it is so annoying and feels like people are taking non-verbal sleights at me


And no, this isn't the "normal" type of cough. There is a subtle violence in it.

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Okay, so vampires?

Fact of Fiction?


I have noticed that when I'm around certain people for extended periods in public that either my body starts to get this weird dis-associative feeling and/or my eyebrow area begins to throb or just has a very particular "heavy" sensation about it. Shortly after removing myself from their presence I often feel down or sad for no reason, it feels like my body is trying to recover from being drained- I will often feel tired. It often feels like my brain is being sucked out of my skull.


I know how sexist some of the posts made on this board are. That said, it appears that women do this energy draining far more often than men do. I can tell just when they're doing it around me because their energy is very sticky and direct. They often begin to drain just by looking into your eyes and stealing energy that way. I've found that flirting isn't really a thing, they're just trying to hypnotize and establish a subtle control.


I can tell that they're draining me purposefully, because as soon as I radically shift my thoughts or my body, they also radically shift accordingly.

It's like many of them are eavesdropping on my thoughts the way they react to my thinking. Sometimes I think abrasive things just to see if they react and they almost always do.

They had my house bugged and would repeat things I thought I had said/done in privacy of my home, at the office, in staff meetings! This is high level gaslighting and completely illegal. These people were not law enforcement. It was a small private business.

Despite making progress on other fronts in my life currently, this phenomena is still irritating me.

Why do people constantly cough around me?

For a time I believed many to be reading my thoughts and began to think that maybe the two phenomena were part of the same thing.

I'm sure I would be "over it" if it was something that only happened occasionally and in a seemingly "random" context, then I would have no issue rationalizing it away and getting on with things.

Some causes I have entertained include:

-Those coughing are part of some sort of hivemind that have the abilities to read my thoughts and cough as a form of intimidation

-I have a higher energy level than most people, so I'm basically "cleaning" the energetic bodies of people by being close to them so they "cough" etc

-Many of those coughing are intimidated by my presence for whatever reason, so they cough as a means of trying to establish dominance


I'm just trying to make sense of it because it is so annoying and feels like people are taking non-verbal sleights at me


And no, this isn't the "normal" type of cough. There is a subtle violence in it.

________________________________________________________

Okay, so vampires?

Fact of Fiction?


I have noticed that when I'm around certain people for extended periods in public that either my body starts to get this weird dis-associative feeling and/or my eyebrow area begins to throb or just has a very particular "heavy" sensation about it. Shortly after removing myself from their presence I often feel down or sad for no reason, it feels like my body is trying to recover from being drained- I will often feel tired. It often feels like my brain is being sucked out of my skull.


I know how sexist some of the posts made on this board are. That said, it appears that women do this energy draining far more often than men do. I can tell just when they're doing it around me because their energy is very sticky and direct. They often begin to drain just by looking into your eyes and stealing energy that way. I've found that flirting isn't really a thing, they're just trying to hypnotize and establish a subtle control.


I can tell that they're draining me purposefully, because as soon as I radically shift my thoughts or my body, they also radically shift accordingly.

It's like many of them are eavesdropping on my thoughts the way they react to my thinking. Sometimes I think abrasive things just to see if they react and they almost always do.

[b]Or sometimes is may just be that the cologne, perfume, deodorant, etc. is too strong or even not enough and people are trying to repel you. And yes it can be that simple. Not everything is a conspiracy.

You display every single sign of being schizophrenic. You think you are better than most as you say you radiate light or whatever and they take so you're healing them basically is what I'm getting. You're not magic nor do you have a brighter energy field or whatever crazy thing you said. Also why would anybody be interested in you? Why is this hive mind out to get you? What makes you so special...you have a mental illness. I know you'll call me a shill or bot or something as I can see you're already WAY too far gone to help without medical intervention. Good luck and remember you are a meaningless speck of dust in this universe. What knowledge do you have they would even want...and who is in control of the hive mind?

OK I think their genetic experiments involve trying to replicate the qualities of creative humans and fold those into their own dna. They want to be like us but cant? They dont have the full specreum human intelligence, incluing the heart dimension, love, empathy, tenderness.

As much as they thrive on misery, they can also feed on jokes, humor and laughter. That message was conveyed in the Disney movie Monsters, Inc. They use childrens movies as a disclosure vehicle because it involves another layer of deception. Nobody believes the awful truth could be embedded in movies for little kids!

Troll. He didnt say the shit you said he did. Why are YOU so hostile? If this thread is so crazy why are you here patrolling it?

Troll. He didnt say the shit you said he did. Why are YOU so hostile? If this thread is so crazy why are you here patrolling it?

Explain to me why you are so special and they are after you specifically? Thanks.