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Ask God for guidance

He will reply

Does for me
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This.
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never responds to me and i prayed for 4 years, i guess your lucky
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Ask God for guidance

He will reply

Does for me
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I have prayed for guidance on so many things and I may be getting an answer, but I don't quite understand or like it
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There is one that operates with 'supernatural abilities'. He always helps the sincere.

God.

Humans are not your solution, but I think you already know that :)
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Infusions of liquid platinum and intense radiation have given me guitar superpowers. I have the ability to change the way people feel by tapping into the Aether.

If I can do something for you I would be willing to try.
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OP, have someone else call the number you have for him and explain your situation

perhaps a male friend or relative could do this for you.
I fully understand about tying up loose ends, even in the absence of a tough disease.

have your friend tell him you would like to talk to him, if possible.

This is a tough time for you. I am a former nurse, hard to tell if you have reason to worry, or a bum doctor. cannot tell you how often I have been scared by something someone said was bad, and it turned out to be minor.

may you experience the same.


you are not a selfish bitch and never were.

my feeling is that you have grown beyond your younger self.
 Quoting: beeches


Thank you Beeches!! Yes, I have grown beyond my younger self, but when I look back to how I was in our relationship, especially the last year...I regret so much! And the sad thing is that he was actually much more patient with me than I realized and tried to keep telling me what I was like. He kept saying "you just don't get it"...well, I get it now and I so wish I could tell him that and apologize face to face.
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Maybe some day you can tell him. Be grateful.
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For what?
What should she be grateful for, strgzr?

From the sound of it, she is human, with faults that many of us possess. So love is patient, but not patient enough it seems.


Bama Girl, I'm sorry for your loss of the person that you love, and who meant so much to you.
I know lots of posters tell you to "let it go".
If he is with another mate then, yes, it is time to move on, as best you can. So you have to learn to live around, over, under, through it, but it will come, in time, although you will never forget.

Funny how people never counsel letting go of your children, family and friends that you love. I find that strange.

So what does "let go" really mean?
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iSwear gave good advice.

In your shoes, OP.. I would detox with Iodine, Liposomal C, and other substances. Start a thread on it, and you'll get help. The body can recover from anything. Ask Dr Schulze.
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I make my own liposomal Vitamin C. I haven't been sick in years since I've started the regiment. I haven't even taken an allergy pill (unless I go on a vacation and forget to take it with me). I take natural iodine supplements as well.


In the meantime work on bettering yourself. Become a person that draws good people to you, instead of wanting to be drawn to others.
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:)
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Sorry, but since it can be hard to tell someone's tone online, are you being serious or sarcastic? Lol
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


Depends Are You? Good Ears Tone Listener I Hate My Voice How's My Singing
 Quoting: King 21359525


LOL! Ok, fair enough! I need to get in touch with my ex...I *think* we have been talking to each other in dreams, but I'm not sure, and if so, I can't remember what was said anyway. I don't think he's read his email in months, and the last message I got from him was short, but he said he was NOT happy (in his new life with "her"), I am still in his thoughts and that he never had any time for himself. He said he would get back to me to explain, but he never did. I need to talk to him so very much, and want to see him one last time, but I don't know how to get in touch with him! :(
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


It's a trap! Do not try to contact him, it will not go as you believe it will. It will only bring more problems into your life.
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More good advice from an old guy.
:)
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OP, have someone else call the number you have for him and explain your situation

perhaps a male friend or relative could do this for you.
I fully understand about tying up loose ends, even in the absence of a tough disease.

have your friend tell him you would like to talk to him, if possible.

This is a tough time for you. I am a former nurse, hard to tell if you have reason to worry, or a bum doctor. cannot tell you how often I have been scared by something someone said was bad, and it turned out to be minor.

may you experience the same.


you are not a selfish bitch and never were.

my feeling is that you have grown beyond your younger self.
 Quoting: beeches


Thank you Beeches!! Yes, I have grown beyond my younger self, but when I look back to how I was in our relationship, especially the last year...I regret so much! And the sad thing is that he was actually much more patient with me than I realized and tried to keep telling me what I was like. He kept saying "you just don't get it"...well, I get it now and I so wish I could tell him that and apologize face to face.
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Maybe some day you can tell him. Be grateful.
 Quoting: strgzr


For what?
What should she be grateful for, strgzr?


From the sound of it, she is human, with faults that many of us possess. So love is patient, but not patient enough it seems.


Bama Girl, I'm sorry for your loss of the person that you love, and who meant so much to you.
I know lots of posters tell you to "let it go".
If he is with another mate then, yes, it is time to move on, as best you can. So you have to learn to live around, over, under, through it, but it will come, in time, although you will never forget.

Funny how people never counsel letting go of your children, family and friends that you love. I find that strange.

So what does "let go" really mean?
 Quoting: Ele


The experience, and nobody died.
:)
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The curandero says i usually mix a lot of herbs and mushrooms in that you should eat? The metaphysical will help but you should give it all the help you can and that may be by not getting severe treatments from a for profit industry.
If you wamt to be around, you might very well be able to. The shape you are in will be the treatment that you chose. Be careful.
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Ask God for guidance

He will reply

Does for me
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68171219


This.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72099807


never responds to me and i prayed for 4 years, i guess your lucky
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75252688


that is a tough one. I've heard that from alot of people including close friends.

why does he not answer? The answer is very complex...and at the same time very simple.

from our minds, it is complex.
from Gods mind, it is very simple.

its like asking for the truth, yet inside, we are scared of it at the same time. It's that state of being afraid that actually 'prevents' God from answering. I'll try to explain.

God always answers prayers that are done from a 'single mind'. When we are conflicted in our minds, we don't allow the answer to come into our minds. There is a wall and that wall is of our own making.

Religion teaches that 'humility' is required. Humility is a word that most people today don't like much. Usually,, It takes a big event in a person's life to find humility.

It is VERY difficult to find humility in our everyday lives, with all of the negative and oppressive influences because we feel that we have to build up a tough skin and perhaps a 'bad attitude' to deal with the crap of everyday life.

When he have that 'thick skin' we also, at the same time, have walls that God will not tear down. Why? Because it is OUR will that keeps them up. He will never go against our free will. Never.

We try to pray...we hope for an answer, but due to our hardness in our attitudes, which we have built to protect ourselves, we are not 'single' in our prayers.

Yes, this does put all of the responsibility on us. And...it is a tough reality...and it does hurt to hear such things as this.

Keep in mind that God does love you , completely. But he just can't tear you apart to get through your walls because you , at this time, want them to be there.

Religion is generally harsh and unyielding. Orthodox religion is about to end and the age of Christ is coming. That age is about true understanding of your nature and Gods nature. The age of guilt and fear is about to end as well. It HAS served its purpose to motivate people to 'do better'.

That method is about to change because it does not help those that do not understand its harsh nature and instead are reacting negatively to that method.

Love IS the answer. But, love through complete accountability. There is no easy way. It isn't about pleasing God. That is a lie. God can not be pleased. Nor can he be offended. If this were so, then God is an emotionally controlled being. Controlled by the actions of HUMANS!. This cannot be!

We must learn to let down our walls, to LET GOD IN. Then the love and light of God can flow within you. I promise you, that this is the the solution.

All have been forgiven . There is no one that has not been forgiven completely. The only thing that stops us from feeling and living that truth, is US.

He awaits your permission to impart light and fill you up with an incomprehensible love.

Good luck to you... :)
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I'm Kinda Rusty With My Supernatural Powers But I'll Give It An Try.
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Sorry, but since it can be hard to tell someone's tone online, are you being serious or sarcastic? Lol
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


Depends Are You? Good Ears Tone Listener I Hate My Voice How's My Singing
 Quoting: King 21359525


LOL! Ok, fair enough! I need to get in touch with my ex...I *think* we have been talking to each other in dreams, but I'm not sure, and if so, I can't remember what was said anyway. I don't think he's read his email in months, and the last message I got from him was short, but he said he was NOT happy (in his new life with "her"), I am still in his thoughts and that he never had any time for himself. He said he would get back to me to explain, but he never did. I need to talk to him so very much, and want to see him one last time, but I don't know how to get in touch with him! :(
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


are the emails bouncing back as in mail box closed or full ?
you truly don't know where he works or resides ?
you have absolutely no contact with your former in-laws ?
friends you both had ?
i understand how getting ""news"" from a physician can TEMPORARILY shut down clarity of thought,
so settle down the best way you can and get a hold of a trusted girl friend who knows all about this scenario and think and let her push his name through spokeo,people finders,zaba, etc
you WILL find him.
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Sorry, but since it can be hard to tell someone's tone online, are you being serious or sarcastic? Lol
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


Depends Are You? Good Ears Tone Listener I Hate My Voice How's My Singing
 Quoting: King 21359525


LOL! Ok, fair enough! I need to get in touch with my ex...I *think* we have been talking to each other in dreams, but I'm not sure, and if so, I can't remember what was said anyway. I don't think he's read his email in months, and the last message I got from him was short, but he said he was NOT happy (in his new life with "her"), I am still in his thoughts and that he never had any time for himself. He said he would get back to me to explain, but he never did. I need to talk to him so very much, and want to see him one last time, but I don't know how to get in touch with him! :(
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


are the emails bouncing back as in mail box closed or full ?
you truly don't know where he works or resides ?
you have absolutely no contact with your former in-laws ?
friends you both had ?
i understand how getting ""news"" from a physician can TEMPORARILY shut down clarity of thought,
so settle down the best way you can and get a hold of a trusted girl friend who knows all about this scenario and think and let her push his name through spokeo,people finders,zaba, etc
you WILL find him.
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Thanks, but I answered this earlier in the thread. I know exactly where he is...address, email, home phone number, work place that I last knew of..but it's more complicated than just picking up the phone or showing up at his door. Plus, I don't have a close friend to talk to about this, that's one reason why I posted it here.
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Ask God for guidance

He will reply

Does for me
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This.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72099807


never responds to me and i prayed for 4 years, i guess your lucky
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75252688


that is a tough one. I've heard that from alot of people including close friends.

why does he not answer? The answer is very complex...and at the same time very simple.

from our minds, it is complex.
from Gods mind, it is very simple.

its like asking for the truth, yet inside, we are scared of it at the same time. It's that state of being afraid that actually 'prevents' God from answering. I'll try to explain.

God always answers prayers that are done from a 'single mind'. When we are conflicted in our minds, we don't allow the answer to come into our minds. There is a wall and that wall is of our own making.

Religion teaches that 'humility' is required. Humility is a word that most people today don't like much. Usually,, It takes a big event in a person's life to find humility.

It is VERY difficult to find humility in our everyday lives, with all of the negative and oppressive influences because we feel that we have to build up a tough skin and perhaps a 'bad attitude' to deal with the crap of everyday life.

When he have that 'thick skin' we also, at the same time, have walls that God will not tear down. Why? Because it is OUR will that keeps them up. He will never go against our free will. Never.

We try to pray...we hope for an answer, but due to our hardness in our attitudes, which we have built to protect ourselves, we are not 'single' in our prayers.

Yes, this does put all of the responsibility on us. And...it is a tough reality...and it does hurt to hear such things as this.

Keep in mind that God does love you , completely. But he just can't tear you apart to get through your walls because you , at this time, want them to be there.

Religion is generally harsh and unyielding. Orthodox religion is about to end and the age of Christ is coming. That age is about true understanding of your nature and Gods nature. The age of guilt and fear is about to end as well. It HAS served its purpose to motivate people to 'do better'.

That method is about to change because it does not help those that do not understand its harsh nature and instead are reacting negatively to that method.

Love IS the answer. But, love through complete accountability. There is no easy way. It isn't about pleasing God. That is a lie. God can not be pleased. Nor can he be offended. If this were so, then God is an emotionally controlled being. Controlled by the actions of HUMANS!. This cannot be!

We must learn to let down our walls, to LET GOD IN. Then the love and light of God can flow within you. I promise you, that this is the the solution.

All have been forgiven . There is no one that has not been forgiven completely. The only thing that stops us from feeling and living that truth, is US.

He awaits your permission to impart light and fill you up with an incomprehensible love.

Good luck to you... :)
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thanks for the reply i really dont know how to respond to that but i am going through some really bad shit and it never gets better:(
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Ok, here's the thing...I had my monthly appointment with my rheumatologist today (I Have lupus, fibromyalgia, you name it, I probably have it) and I was telling him about new issues that have started the past few weeks and how other issues have gotten worse. He is referring me to a neurologist because I have now gone beyond normal "brain fog" and yes, he's worried I might have a brain tumor. My memory is getting worse and worse, so even if I'm still around in a year or more, who's to say I will even remember my ex or be able to reminiscent with him? I'm not really worried about the physical part of this....I've had health problems all my life. I just want to see and enjoy being with the one true love of my life, at least one more time.
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Not a doctor, here is just what i would personally do should my soul be the one inhabiting your body.

Treat the lupus with gse grapefruit seed extract, it will fend off the microscopic invader that is causing your immune system to appear to be attacking your healthy body.

For the brain fog take keto o/s, it will also help with the inflamatory side of your condition.

Lastly alkanalize your body, if you do have cancer, this will help. Cesium chloride will generally stop acid build up around inflamed tissue which is the root of pain.

All these things will make you feel better
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Ok, here's the thing...I had my monthly appointment with my rheumatologist today (I Have lupus, fibromyalgia, you name it, I probably have it) and I was telling him about new issues that have started the past few weeks and how other issues have gotten worse. He is referring me to a neurologist because I have now gone beyond normal "brain fog" and yes, he's worried I might have a brain tumor. My memory is getting worse and worse, so even if I'm still around in a year or more, who's to say I will even remember my ex or be able to reminiscent with him? I'm not really worried about the physical part of this....I've had health problems all my life. I just want to see and enjoy being with the one true love of my life, at least one more time.
 Quoting: BamaGirl73


Not a doctor, here is just what i would personally do should my soul be the one inhabiting your body.

Treat the lupus with gse grapefruit seed extract, it will fend off the microscopic invader that is causing your immune system to appear to be attacking your healthy body.

For the brain fog take keto o/s, it will also help with the inflamatory side of your condition.

Lastly alkanalize your body, if you do have cancer, this will help. Cesium chloride will generally stop acid build up around inflamed tissue which is the root of pain.

All these things will make you feel better
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 67193667


Have lupus nd have not been to the doctor for it in 15 years, still shows up spotted on my blood work to this day, but no more symptoms.

Had brain fog, felt pain in my head, dizzy,etc, started keto os, cleared that up

Cesium chloride is great against cancer cells, it is highly
Alkalained and blocks lactic acid build up at least.
Ive used it with dmso on skin spots that were bad. Look up personal testimonies.

Good luck and godbless, not supernatural, just empathic, got up out of bed, came to the living room, posted only to your post, and now im going back to bed.

Goodnight
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667, How much (in USD) did your cesium chloride treatment cost per day... were there any side effects? Would you recommend low doses of cesium as a general health tonic?

Thanks, if you answer...

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667, How much (in USD) did your cesium chloride treatment cost per day... were there any side effects? Would you recommend low doses of cesium as a general health tonic?

Thanks, if you answer...
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look up

"booger cancer"

on this forum

He recommends peppers, ginger, some other stuff.

Look into coconut oil, also.
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I got some news today at the doctor that didn't set well with me. I won't know for sure until I have see another doctor, have tests, etc., but I may get to miss the "grand finale." I know this may sound kinda weird, but I really, really need to talk to someone who can help me regarding "loose ends" with my ex. Thanks!
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Very sorry to hear that the news was not great.

If you're truly worried that you are going to soon expire, why not just call him up and let the conversation begin without any thought of where it might end up, regardless of what other relationships are going on?

Final is final, ya know?

Get yourself a good conversation on.
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You do not have a brain tumor...just the often typical Lupus fog. Check your meds, move to a different one for at least a little while, that may clear up your fog. Check into antibiotic therapy.

I see the ex not ready yet. it's at least 8 months to a year until possibilities with him resolve. Good luck.
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You do not have a brain tumor...just the often typical Lupus fog. Check your meds, move to a different one for at least a little while, that may clear up your fog. Check into antibiotic therapy.

I see the ex not ready yet. it's at least 8 months to a year until possibilities with him resolve. Good luck.
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and, BAMB! AC expires from an unseen and unknowable aneurysm...just like that. SNAP!
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So what does "let go" really mean?
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The experience, and nobody died.


It sounds like she is grateful. And obviously its good no one died.

There's no smoke without fire.
Love is what it is. I can't explain it, can you? Let go is meaningless.

If he's in her dreams and its increasing in frequency, then he must be thinking of her too.

Maybe she will get to see him again one day. And maybe not. Love goes on, Buried maybe, but still there. So you live knowing that the best way that you can.

Best of luck, BamaGirl.

hf
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So what does "let go" really mean?
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The experience, and nobody died.
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It sounds like she is grateful. And obviously its good no one died.

There's no smoke without fire.
Love is what it is. I can't explain it, can you? Let go is meaningless.

If he's in her dreams and its increasing in frequency, then he must be thinking of her too.

Maybe she will get to see him again one day. And maybe not. Love goes on, Buried maybe, but still there. So you live knowing that the best way that you can.

Best of luck, BamaGirl.

hf


Someone with thoughts crossed my path.
:)
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So what does "let go" really mean?
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The experience, and nobody died.
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It sounds like she is grateful. And obviously its good no one died.

There's no smoke without fire.
Love is what it is. I can't explain it, can you? Let go is meaningless.

If he's in her dreams and its increasing in frequency, then he must be thinking of her too.

Maybe she will get to see him again one day. And maybe not. Love goes on, Buried maybe, but still there. So you live knowing that the best way that you can.

Best of luck, BamaGirl.

hf
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Someone with thoughts crossed my path.


Well, black cats are known to do that.
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And maybe he will get to see her too.
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Depends Are You? Good Ears Tone Listener I Hate My Voice How's My Singing
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LOL! Ok, fair enough! I need to get in touch with my ex...I *think* we have been talking to each other in dreams, but I'm not sure, and if so, I can't remember what was said anyway. I don't think he's read his email in months, and the last message I got from him was short, but he said he was NOT happy (in his new life with "her"), I am still in his thoughts and that he never had any time for himself. He said he would get back to me to explain, but he never did. I need to talk to him so very much, and want to see him one last time, but I don't know how to get in touch with him! :(
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are the emails bouncing back as in mail box closed or full ?
you truly don't know where he works or resides ?
you have absolutely no contact with your former in-laws ?
friends you both had ?
i understand how getting ""news"" from a physician can TEMPORARILY shut down clarity of thought,
so settle down the best way you can and get a hold of a trusted girl friend who knows all about this scenario and think and let her push his name through spokeo,people finders,zaba, etc
you WILL find him.
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Thanks, but I answered this earlier in the thread. I know exactly where he is...address, email, home phone number, work place that I last knew of..but it's more complicated than just picking up the phone or showing up at his door. Plus, I don't have a close friend to talk to about this, that's one reason why I posted it here.
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So What's The Problem?
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Did you tell him about your health scare before or after he told you he wasn't happy? Men often run from medical drama. I pray this wasn't the case.

You are not a selfish bitch. If he ever said this, perhaps he's just looking for a someone with more money to offer.
His sudden lack of contact tends to indicate a change of mind.

If you want him back you need to heal yourself and be strong. There's some good healthy options in this thread.
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Thanks for all of the replies and encouragement! I realized that I left some things out last night as far as my symptoms. I know I have the typical lupus & fibro "brain fog" because I've had that since I got sick. My rheumy thinks the new symptoms are beyond that though. I've been having trouble thinking of the right words when I'm talking sometimes for a while, but now it's affecting my writing.

Let me explain...I have a journalism degree, have been a writer all my life and used to work in news including copy editing (it has always been natural-mistakes would literally "pop out" to me). I actually discovered by accident the other day when I saw something I had written earlier, that I had written the wrong word on something and didn't catch it as I was writing it. In my head, I was thinking the correct word at the time, but my fingers typed a totally different word. And since then, I've noticed it a few more times as well.

Also, I'm getting confused a lot. Recently, my son and his friends and I were outside (they are all in their 20's) and for some reason I'll never know, I start asking his best friend if he remembered so-and-so because in my mind, I was thinking he was the same age as me. It took several minutes for them to finally convince me that he was not. (And now my son's friends think his mom is crazy.)

Also, my hearing keeps getting worse and I have this annoying as hell crackling noise in my right ear that while not constant, happens enough that it is slowly driving me mad. It even wakes me up at night and is getting louder, so much that sometimes it vibrates my ear drum. You know the candy Pop Rocks? That's what it sounds like in my ear.

I also realize that I forgot to mention that last year (maybe year before, I don't know) my last rheumy wanted to me see a neurologist just in case. They did a MRI (which if you are sound sensitive like me is literally hell) and they found a small non-cancerous growth somewhere close to my brain stem. Told me it was nothing to worry about. Guess what, I don't believe them, but I haven't had it checked again because they don't do these things for free.

OK, again, thanks for all the replies! It means more than you will ever know!
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girl ?
you have all the information you need for contact.

what exactly IS YOUR problem here ?

either YOU WANT TO or right now YOU DON'T
and no one can decide for YOU.

you are stressing yourself over a problem that can be ELIMINATED
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And if it *is* a brain tumor, I've accepted that. And if it kills me, that might be the closest thing I have to a "happy ending." When I got home yesterday, in pain and exhausted because it's over an hour drive each way, and told my family what the doc said, what do you think the response was? Shock? Concern? A hug and saying it will be OK? Nope. I got an "I told you so" from my mother and my son and disdain. When I told them that if it turned out to be cancer, that I would NOT be getting chemo, then it turned into a screaming match all directed at me.

My family thinks with my diseases that I am "playing the victim." All I hear is "oh, we get tired too" and "we hurt too." Well, when they get tired and then rest, their fatigue goes away. When they hurt, they take something and their pain goes away. My fatigue and pain never go away. It is 24/7 and sometimes it is so bad I literally can't hold my head up. I don't remember what it feels like anymore to NOT be so tired and NOT hurt.

There's so much other shit with my family, but I'll end up writing a novel, so I'll leave it at that. The health part of this scenario isn't my main concern...my heart's desire is just to see and talk to my ex at least one more time. If it's not my time to check out, then who knows? If we ended up back together, that would be a prayer answered. But I just want to see him. Only God knows when I will die (because we all do eventually you know) and whatever His will is, I will accept.
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One more thing, not only can I not call him because 1) I don't want to make him mad or start any trouble with his now-girlfriend 2) I have NO privacy at my house 3) I can't hear very well and I don't want our first conversation in years to be saying "What?" every other word
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OP, have someone else call the number you have for him and explain your situation

perhaps a male friend or relative could do this for you.
I fully understand about tying up loose ends, even in the absence of a tough disease.

have your friend tell him you would like to talk to him, if possible.

This is a tough time for you. I am a former nurse, hard to tell if you have reason to worry, or a bum doctor. cannot tell you how often I have been scared by something someone said was bad, and it turned out to be minor.

may you experience the same.


you are not a selfish bitch and never were.

my feeling is that you have grown beyond your younger self.
 Quoting: beeches


Thank you Beeches!! Yes, I have grown beyond my younger self, but when I look back to how I was in our relationship, especially the last year...I regret so much! And the sad thing is that he was actually much more patient with me than I realized and tried to keep telling me what I was like. He kept saying "you just don't get it"...well, I get it now and I so wish I could tell him that and apologize face to face.
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Maybe some day you can tell him. Be grateful.
 Quoting: strgzr


For what?
What should she be grateful for, strgzr?

From the sound of it, she is human, with faults that many of us possess. So love is patient, but not patient enough it seems.


Bama Girl, I'm sorry for your loss of the person that you love, and who meant so much to you.
I know lots of posters tell you to "let it go".
If he is with another mate then, yes, it is time to move on, as best you can. So you have to learn to live around, over, under, through it, but it will come, in time, although you will never forget.

Funny how people never counsel letting go of your children, family and friends that you love. I find that strange.

So what does "let go" really mean?
 Quoting: Ele

LET GO means you must learn that life is a journey and sometimes you don't get what you want...so get over it...LEARN to find PEACE within yourself...and not GRASP at others for your peace

Buddhism has lots of training in GIVING UP OUR SELF_GRASPING IGNORANCE

ATTACHMENT is the source of all suffering

LET GO of the attachment to getting what you want...accept what happens...and be at PEACE.

It is VERY helpful...and much more PEACEFUL...





GLP