Because you aren't worth anything crack head. You're either in the Montreal installation in that massive complex they build on the border of QUE/NB dubbed 'the pipe dream'. Or you are sitting in a tank in Leitrum on 'cloud 9'. Or you are in the nearly swamped in the Toronto installation that's been online or offline for a while. Or the HMCS Unicorn in the prairies run by those inbred freaks (family tree is a stick). Or the Calgary offsite. Or the Hamilton installation in the old nickle mines.

There is no 'purification' you can do. You should accept that there is nothing and there is no god. I can visit your post if you'd like and pull your plug if you are finding it too hard to cope. But I can assure you that you'll be begging for a deep dose of H before it's done.

What you religious loonies don't seem to understand is everything is being recorded. They are waiting for fred to talk to his guy, then they are pulling the plug on all of you. They will kill 20000 people without hesitation and you all seem to be prepared to martyr yourselves.

Which is actually fine.