Its like everytime I'm in a public setting the people immediately around me being commenting on my thoughts or my past memories.

Today at work its intense.

This girl is just double-speaking loudly about me and at this point I'm getting really tired of experiencing this over and over


What did I even do to warrant this constant onslaught of verbal abuse from people I've done nothing to?

It's like they are all making a concerted every to drive me insane or to drive me to suicide eventually.


IM REALLY SICK OF IT
IM SO SICK OF IT

I BARELY EVEN WANT TO LEAVE MY HOUSE ANYMORE BECAUSE OF IT.



DO I EVEN HAVE A SOUL BECAUSE SHE SAID I DONT IN DOUBLE-SPEAK


ITS LIKE THEIR LIVES REVOLVE AROUND CHASTISING AND MANIPULATING ME