Back in the mid-2000s I had an OBE that was very involved, but the one thing the guide that was with made a point of me seeing was the sun. He had me turn around to see it as we were getting ready to leave.

It was the sun gone quadrapole, and it was emitting very little light.

You can imagine my surprise when in the spring of 2013 there were Japanese scientist saying the sun was near going quadropole.

That's when I had my "Shit, it's happening" moment.

But it didn't happen or we switched up dimensions...or the whole limbo thing I've mentioned kicked in. Whatever it was, when I look back at that time right now, the spring of 2013, it's like I'm looking at some kind of fucked up dream. I went through a difficult "dark" stage after that wherein I had no contact with my expanded self. I felt abandoned for a time, then I pulled up my big girl panties, and just moved forward.

I don't care that people say 12/21/2012 was a lark, our reality changed after that date. It just didn't happen like the psyop, the love and lighter fluffer nutters, put out that it was going happen. I never believed that we were going to magically change in form on that date, and all was going to become hunky dory.

I very much dislike thinking that we're not at the end times, because this that we're seeing is bitter pill to swallow. I can't fathom the world of people going on like this too-too much longer. I still think it's going to get worse, but I hope it's not too much longer.