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cosmicgypsy User ID: 74619032 United States 11/05/2017 07:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lovey, I think the days of looking at others and wanting good fortune and well living for ALL are over. Quoting: cosmicgypsy And, I'm sorry to say that, but I do think that. Everything is so different these days from back before the end of 2012 to the spring of 2013. We are in a kind of limbo now. You live your life the best as you are, reach out to those actually seeking help, and let the rest of them go. Everyone has had the opportunity to get right within themselves, for years and years now. I wanted to say almost the exact same thing.. It feels definite now.. a line is drawn. And it is time to let all of those go. Funny that you mention 2012. I was meeting with a clairvoyant 2 weeks ago and she also mentioned 2012 and marked it as the beginning (of the end) so to speak. I haven't really thought about it, until then and realized, that's when things started going downhill fast. Nad looking back now, I can also see the seperation. Also 2012 was, when I had my black hole vision in May at the eclipse. Something had been happening there, as on the samy day my light machine broke down. It was so in the face. I think it's hard for Light Workers/Wanderers/Starseeds/etc. to let go of our reason for being on the planet. I know I'm a part of system buster soul group, a Wanderer. I also know I'm no love and lighter flake. What I see around me is the system going down, and personally I think it's about damn time. Heh, it's just some crazy ass shit happening in the world of people. But it's hard when you have love in your heart for Humanity...to say it out loud, ya know?...to say that there's not going to be some "saved." It at first felt to me like I was giving up, but like I said, there's been plenty of time for people to get right within themselves, and that's the bottom line. We cannot make people to be what they have no interest in being or becoming. Those days are over. As I've said before on GLP, I've "watched" this separation process for about 20 years now, but it's only this year that I've felt there's no making the leap from hating more than loving to loving more than hating. The process is finished. What we can't do is let everything we're seeing going haywire in our environment fundamentally damper our own goodness and spirits, and let it drag us asunder...because there's still more work to be done. We are required to be stronger now than ever before. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75520700 United States 11/05/2017 07:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Jacksonville, and so much has changed in a year since I've been here. Too many people, and its only getting worse. I'm making my way back to Texas, doing a little work while I'm here to build up the funds in order to start a new life out there. The push back is here, from what I experienced out there. The peace, tranquility... Florida is the total opposite. Yeah Jacksonville is too busy. Be careful. |
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ssswwwwiiiiirrrrllllyyy User ID: 74329188 Germany 11/05/2017 07:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: swwwwiiirrrrlllllyyyy 74329188 no its a couple hours away and my dad wouldnt let me anyways, im kinda a prisoner thanks though i will go there in my mind, going to the river helped for sure I bet a river is just as good as the ocean. It's flowing water. :serenity: yea its good my dad just came in here and says "you have my permission t take off your coat now that youre in the house" Was he military? yea and then law enforcement now he has no one to "bust" so he busts me for whatever he can find |
A Friend User ID: 75693845 United States 11/05/2017 07:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | yea its good my dad just came in here and says "you have my permission t take off your coat now that youre in the house" Was he military? yea and then law enforcement now he has no one to "bust" so he busts me for whatever he can find I could tell straight away. Military brat here too. But Lord, he stinketh! :fnecsm: "When the sky crackles in an electric dance of a beautiful requiem of lapis lazuli, maybe you will remember..." ~ Anonymous Coward 77360040 |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 70644937 United States 11/05/2017 08:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes it is. In my case, I am being tormented by "Satan" and other entities who are trying to kill me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75561307 I知 glad I知 not the only one, fight on we must Have you ever noticed the devil attempting to torment through cherished loved ones? ugh, that is my life day to day |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75578005 Panama 11/05/2017 08:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Revelation 15:2 Quoting: EleventhHour And I saw what appeared to be a Crystaline Abyss mingled with Fire預nd also those who had conquered the Beast and its Image and the Number of its Name, standing above the Crystaline Abyss holding the Harps of God in their hands. I'm trying to figure out what translation you're using. I've always seen "Crystaline Abyss" written as "sea of glass". thalassa 1. the sea A. used of the sea in general B. used specifically of the Mediterranean Sea or the Red Sea hyalinos 1. of glass or transparent like glass, glassy |
Fry Teh Brian (OP) User ID: 1401741 United States 11/05/2017 08:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey Fry, you can tell you get traction on your threads. Quoting: Starbird People do care about you around here. So hang in there. Thank you, I will not give up until my work here is finished. I really do appreciate the feedback; it gives me hope for myself, and the confidence that I will succeed. Only the insane have the strength to prosper. Only those that prosper, judge what is sane. |
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Syncop8edRhythm User ID: 75110157 United States 11/05/2017 08:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The unseen battle is intensifying. It will be increasingly more difficult to not harden your heart as time goes on...and as we witness more and more. Yet that is what the world needs right now...those pure of heart and motivation. Those who selflessly help others, with no desire to gain. It is a challenge to remain uncalloused in a world that is cold and heartless, more often than not. Perhaps that is the final test. "To thine own self be true" ~~William Shakespeare "One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite insane" ~~Nikola Tesla "Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life" ~~Berthold Auerbach |
cosmicgypsy User ID: 74619032 United States 11/05/2017 08:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I meant the sun. It was like a black hole portal. And something coming through. And I just jeard myself saying in my mind "Shit, it's happening". Back in the mid-2000s I had an OBE that was very involved, but the one thing the guide that was with made a point of me seeing was the sun. He had me turn around to see it as we were getting ready to leave. It was the sun gone quadrapole, and it was emitting very little light. You can imagine my surprise when in the spring of 2013 there were Japanese scientist saying the sun was near going quadropole. That's when I had my "Shit, it's happening" moment. But it didn't happen or we switched up dimensions...or the whole limbo thing I've mentioned kicked in. Whatever it was, when I look back at that time right now, the spring of 2013, it's like I'm looking at some kind of fucked up dream. I went through a difficult "dark" stage after that wherein I had no contact with my expanded self. I felt abandoned for a time, then I pulled up my big girl panties, and just moved forward. I don't care that people say 12/21/2012 was a lark, our reality changed after that date. It just didn't happen like the psyop, the love and lighter fluffer nutters, put out that it was going happen. I never believed that we were going to magically change in form on that date, and all was going to become hunky dory. I very much dislike thinking that we're not at the end times, because this that we're seeing is bitter pill to swallow. I can't fathom the world of people going on like this too-too much longer. I still think it's going to get worse, but I hope it's not too much longer. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
A R K User ID: 75801794 Germany 11/05/2017 08:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think it's hard for Light Workers/Wanderers/Starseeds/etc. to let go of our reason for being on the planet. I know I'm a part of system buster soul group, a Wanderer. I also know I'm no love and lighter flake. What I see around me is the system going down, and personally I think it's about damn time. Heh, it's just some crazy ass shit happening in the world of people. Quoting: cosmicgypsy But it's hard when you have love in your heart for Humanity...to say it out loud, ya know?...to say that there's not going to be some "saved." It at first felt to me like I was giving up, but like I said, there's been plenty of time for people to get right within themselves, and that's the bottom line. We cannot make people to be what they have no interest in being or becoming. Those days are over. As I've said before on GLP, I've "watched" this separation process for about 20 years now, but it's only this year that I've felt there's no making the leap from hating more than loving to loving more than hating. The process is finished. What we can't do is let everything we're seeing going haywire in our environment fundamentally damper our own goodness and spirits, and let it drag us asunder...because there's still more work to be done. We are required to be stronger now than ever before. I think, there might be a shock moment coming, where some will have a realizing a la "shit, they were right all the way..". Some sort of last chance. But the bold part is simply the fact. Synchronicity is strong as shift, so I'll be going totally within in the coming days. Adjusting some things ethereally from here on. ~ Ad astra audacter eamus in alis fidelium ~ "Then the lion shall lie down with the lamb and the bear shall eat grass like the ox and the child shall play on the hole of the asp and nothing shall hurt nor destroy in all My Holy Mountain." [Isaiah 11:6] ~ A R K |
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sssswwwwiiiirrrrllllyyy User ID: 74329188 Germany 11/05/2017 08:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: ssswwwwiiiiirrrrrlllllyyyy 74329188 yea its good my dad just came in here and says "you have my permission t take off your coat now that youre in the house" Was he military? yea and then law enforcement now he has no one to "bust" so he busts me for whatever he can find I could tell straight away. Military brat here too. yea? he was only in 4 years but it seems thats the only acceptable way he will let me leave now, for me to join the military fucking awful vampires i live with, im like the polar opposite of them and they treat me like a criminal or cinderella or something nothing is ever good enough |
A R K User ID: 75801794 Germany 11/05/2017 08:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey Fry, you can tell you get traction on your threads. Quoting: Starbird People do care about you around here. So hang in there. That is what I like about such threads. We're in it together. We're not the only ones, who see/hear/feel it. ~ Ad astra audacter eamus in alis fidelium ~ "Then the lion shall lie down with the lamb and the bear shall eat grass like the ox and the child shall play on the hole of the asp and nothing shall hurt nor destroy in all My Holy Mountain." [Isaiah 11:6] ~ A R K |
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Ralph--a house dog User ID: 75790488 United States 11/05/2017 08:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Isn't there a current thread on the increased frequency of strong gamma ray bursts from the sun happening now and in the past couple of weeks? Could have a lot to do with how many of us are feeling. But I do think it is more than that. Be strong! "Do Not Go Gentle into that Good Night.....Rage, rage against the dying of the light"-----Dylan Thomas HIS NAME IS SETH RICH [link to biblicalselfdefense.com] [link to forum.1111ers.blog] Always remember that "for the greater good" will not include YOU. "Who decides?" ---Robert A. Heinlein -'Whoever would overthrow the liberty of a nation must begin by subduing the freeness of speech.'唯enjamin Franklin [link to www.westcoasttruth.com] The only thing worth paying full retail for is pantyhose. You cannot do all of the good the world needs, but the world needs all of the good you can do. |
cosmicgypsy User ID: 74619032 United States 11/05/2017 08:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We are very fortunate to have one another through these dark days and times... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Use your brian, moran! User ID: 75598605 United States 11/05/2017 08:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes it is. In my case, I am being tormented by "Satan" and other entities who are trying to kill me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75561307 I知 glad I知 not the only one, fight on we must Have you ever noticed the devil attempting to torment through cherished loved ones? Not sure I see it the same way as some here but that would certainly be a devious method. I'm a proud Texan & American, posting from Central Texas & have no clue why my flag shows friggin Canada(no offense to my Canadian friends). "Men will never be free until the last king is strangled with the entrails of the last priest." Diderot "Immigration without assimilation is invasion!" - Anonymous Coward Gird your lions, shave your Family & panic sex the 'maters! "When your so-called religion is purely a political theory of conquest, and deception is one of it's core principles then it strikes me as perfectly sane and reasonable to assume literally everyone who is of such a "religion" to be exactly the same POS who deserves to be treated as the enemy non-stop." Darkwolf007 |
ssswwwwiiiirrrrlllllyyy User ID: 74329188 Germany 11/05/2017 08:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The unseen battle is intensifying. Quoting: Syncop8edRhythm It will be increasingly more difficult to not harden your heart as time goes on...and as we witness more and more. Yet that is what the world needs right now...those pure of heart and motivation. Those who selflessly help others, with no desire to gain. It is a challenge to remain uncalloused in a world that is cold and heartless, more often than not. Perhaps that is the final test. so true, and i will not ever back down from doing the right thing |