This is why I come to glp...

To know that I am not alone.

Since 2012, total isolation in my life. There were about 4 people left that I talked to. Now one is dead, one is not in my life, and the remaining two are sources of pain and I feel like both could be stripped away totally at any moment.

Evil is using loved ones to torment us. Definitely.

My life is in limbo. No progress. No change. Just surviving wave after wave of darkness.

Wish I could be more positive than that.