God has smited me with malformity. He blinded me from the womb, he was intent that I have constant migraines, and that I lose my vision.

I was birthed with massive deformities to my spine and other portions of my skeletal structure.

God doesn't exist, no one with mercy would allow beings to suffer in such a fashion.

I hope that I die, and then I won't have to put up with this world anymore.

If there is a god, please take me, please make me not exist.