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JUST THIS FUCKING ONCE CAN I GET SOMEONE TO HELP ME WITH ANY INFORMATION WHERE TO GO TO?

 
OceanEyes  (OP)

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Sent you a PM, check your Mailbox.

Those lines are great and all - yet the local ones are always better. No red tape. Just a real, live, person. Which is what I am, what we are - so call that number I sent you if you're really scared, or email first and just establish your self - I'm waiting man because it helps me to help others.
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hf
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I messaged you back on here to your mailbox. explaining a little more because I received a certain sign that is my go to number before messaging you .
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Hey. I'm here. In fact, so is my wife. What's up.

Hey, um - email me, [email protected] -

Okay? Maybe we could talk on phone. Just, anyhow, I'm Jack - my wife Andrea (On-Dre-Uh not An-Dree-Ah) and myself have walked many lonely miles and my wife goes to women's recovery homes and disciples women...

Let's do this!
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Very useful with the pronunciation. I have friends who are one or the other.
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Sent you a PM, check your Mailbox.

Those lines are great and all - yet the local ones are always better. No red tape. Just a real, live, person. Which is what I am, what we are - so call that number I sent you if you're really scared, or email first and just establish your self - I'm waiting man because it helps me to help others.
 Quoting: Intercessor


hf
 Quoting: Lily o' the Valley


I messaged you back on here to your mailbox. explaining a little more because I received a certain sign that is my go to number before messaging you .
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My wife got flustered a little when it dawned on her - and than me - that we violated proper order because I thought you were a guy and she answered the phone first --- and yet somehow I ended up holding phone... If you wish to continue chatting with us - Shoot a text and explain your situation to HER and go from there -- it's proper for women to aide women in times like these - and my wife, once again, has done this her entire life thanks to God. We're no Jesus Freaks but man oh man has I never work and live a spoiled life thanks to God :)

Anyhow. Interesting all the way around. GLP for you.
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Sent you a PM, check your Mailbox.

Those lines are great and all - yet the local ones are always better. No red tape. Just a real, live, person. Which is what I am, what we are - so call that number I sent you if you're really scared, or email first and just establish your self - I'm waiting man because it helps me to help others.
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OP started help me thread yesterday. Mom, Cat, Dog.
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Why let this thread drag on? A few people offered the information you needed, or at least some very good pointers.

Stop fishing for attention.
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Hey. I'm here. In fact, so is my wife. What's up.

Hey, um - email me, [email protected] -

Okay? Maybe we could talk on phone. Just, anyhow, I'm Jack - my wife Andrea (On-Dre-Uh not An-Dree-Ah) and myself have walked many lonely miles and my wife goes to women's recovery homes and disciples women...

Let's do this!
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That's very nice of you :)
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OCEAN EYES, MEET INTERCESSOR.
TRY AGAIN! We are praying for you!
If you need help, talk to his wife, women should talk to women, men to men. It's a God thing.
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If you are feeling that out of control call the police, they will get you into a program. It may not be the one of your choosing, but you know what they say..
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Love and prayers to all.
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What wonderful people we have on GLP. Some people can't :just get a job." They're not seeking attention either. In reality there's something wrong with the way they process information.

If you have ever had a relative or acquaintance or even a conversation with a stranger who's mentally disturbed you would understand this paranoia. Being held inside a closed in environment, surrounded by walls, and many other strangers, in a worse mental condition than you are presently in is even more detrimental to those in this condition.

One needs to figure out a way to regain peace of mind to find a way out of one's stresses and difficulties faced in life. Sometimes that takes a very long time. Just my humble opinion.

Many have become paranoid of others due to so much constant rejection and criticism. We need to become more loving of others. That's what God wants. For those who don't believe in Christ, please substitute the Universe or Lifeforce for God in that statement.
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Hang in there and have FAITH.

I can testify that 'supernatural' help will come from the 'Unseen Realm'-- if you pray and ask the Lord for intercession.

HE hasn't failed me yet.

(Be wary of institutions and gov't orgs).

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We rebuke evil in the name of positive words and positive thoughts.
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If you are feeling that out of control call the police, they will get you into a program. It may not be the one of your choosing, but you know what they say..
 Quoting: Sodbuster


NEVER CALL THE POLICE!

"No situation is so dire that a policeman can't make it worse.'--Old Irish saying
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The will of the people is the only legitimate foundation of any government, and to protect its free expression should be our first object.

~ Thomas Jefferson, Inaugural Address, 1801


It is not only vain, but wicked, in a legislator to frame laws in opposition to the laws of nature, and to arm them with the terrors of death. This is truly creating crimes in order to punish them.

~ Thomas Jefferson, 1779
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They know. Shut it down. Shut it down quickly.
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Counselling only for rich people now, the health authority doesn't like things that work, you can have a psychiatrist and drugs...NEXT!


This unfortunately is the attitude of the supposed health authority in the UK, i assume it will be similar in the US

There is no authority tween me and God, so who the FUCK is this wise guy before me who stands in the way of me and natures medicine cabinet??

The collective is crushing individual freedom and we are on the wrong side of that bell curve

Equilibrium cannot be achieved because the ruling elite/powerhead have different plans, and they don't include us, they don't like sharing...it's all "mine mine mine, cos we say god says so"

LIARS

Europeans have within them the 'missing' tribes, hidden not missing, the grail is in Europe, which is why they need to spill it, and that is what we are seeing by them LETTING an invasion of the slaves occur to wipe us out, the grail is a bloodline, a bloodline with spliced DNA of the gods with a special code within, a race of god beings are destined to surface from the grail to rule the earth righteously ensuring the freedom of everyman and living vicariously through their people, the powerhead did not get the upgrades, their fear and envy drive their bloodlust, so determined to evolve themselves into gods, they take the transhuman route, which is really just a big black hole of oblivion, their plans are destined to failure in the grand tapestry, from seed to seed, alpha and omega, one and the same.

5g is a weapon designed to take out as many as they can overnight, those left will be easily manageable by the tech your body is already seeded with, they won't know what is real anymore, augmented reality with a hijacked CNS makes the illusion undistinguishable from reality

our gods should have surfaced by now, they wear their crowns low, watching, waiting, vibrating, the sovereign eye trained on their target
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We rebuke evil in the name of positive words and positive thoughts.
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Amen to that!

Satan's power is in deception.

In reality he's pathetically weak.
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~ Thomas Jefferson, Inaugural Address, 1801


It is not only vain, but wicked, in a legislator to frame laws in opposition to the laws of nature, and to arm them with the terrors of death. This is truly creating crimes in order to punish them.

~ Thomas Jefferson, 1779
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I suggest considering looking within to resolve your problems, rather then giving your power away to others. All the answers to any crisis can be found with in ourselves. We have been programmed to seek external solutions, but this is a mechanism of control. It is during these moments of desperation that can illustrate how powerful we truly are. Blaming others, seeking help from strangers, looking to counselors to tell you what to do will only further separate you from yourself. You can do this. Only you have the power needed. This is about regaining control.
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niccA thats because if u are here to ask this shit then u wanna live. U already made the decision. Errything else just smoke n mirrors. Cut 2 the chase and find what little u love inthis life n cling to it. Start now. That's what the rest of us are doin. We all know this life aint easy. Love to you.
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If you are feeling that out of control call the police, they will get you into a program. It may not be the one of your choosing, but you know what they say..
 Quoting: Sodbuster


NEVER CALL THE POLICE!

"No situation is so dire that a policeman can't make it worse.'--Old Irish saying
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I disagree in this case, this sounds like it's quickly becoming an "end my life" thread which are banned. The police while far from perfect will get this poster the initial help he/she needs.
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What wonderful people we have on GLP. Some people can't :just get a job." They're not seeking attention either. In reality there's something wrong with the way they process information.

If you have ever had a relative or acquaintance or even a conversation with a stranger who's mentally disturbed you would understand this paranoia. Being held inside a closed in environment, surrounded by walls, and many other strangers, in a worse mental condition than you are presently in is even more detrimental to those in this condition.

One needs to figure out a way to regain peace of mind to find a way out of one's stresses and difficulties faced in life. Sometimes that takes a very long time. Just my humble opinion.

Many have become paranoid of others due to so much constant rejection and criticism. We need to become more loving of others. That's what God wants. For those who don't believe in Christ, please substitute the Universe or Lifeforce for God in that statement.
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You get it.

I love it. I'm Jack, btw.
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I would so much appreciate it just for this once if someone can give me some information to get counseling ASAP. Please! I feel totally lost. As of right now I feels like I am running out time. About 3 days some thoughts I have been having has been confirmed why. Won't go any further. BUt other people are like deny deny deny.
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LISTEN OP!!!
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Emergency: 911
National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1- 800-799-7233
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
National Hopeline Network: 1-800-SUICIDE (800-784-2433)
Lifeline Crisis Chat (Online live messaging): [link to www.crisischat.org]
Crisis Text Line: Text "START" TO 741-741
Self-Harm Hotline: 1-800-DONT CUT (1-800-366-8288)
Family Violence Helpline: 1-800-996-6228
Planned Parenthood Hotline: 1-800-230-PLAN (7526)
American Association of Poison Control Centers: 1-800-222-1222
National Council on Alcoholism & Drug Dependency Hope Line: 1-800-622-2255
National Crisis Line - Anorexia and Bulimia: 1-800-233-4357
GLBT Hotline: 1-888-843-4564
TREVOR Crisis Hotline: 1-866-488-7386
AIDS Crisis Line: 1-800-221-7044
Veterans Crisis Line: [link to www.veteranscrisisline.net (secure)]
Suicide Prevention Wiki: [link to suicideprevention.wikia.com]
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This is actually quite bad ass for all the problem people I come across Thanks AC
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Hello!
I came to this thread via your Thread: NEEDING SOME SERIOUS ADVICE/GUIDANCE RIGHT NOW PLEASE. I would enthusiastically suggest that you watch a few YouTube videos and read articles related to adult children of a narcissistic parent. Some of what you are describing falls comfortably into this disorder.

Her questioning your sanity when confronted with her obvious deficiencies (living situation) has a name... it is called gas lighting and is a primary tool of the narcissist parent.

In truth, I could write all night about the behavior of such a person and the fall out for those that love them but there are many YT videos that say it all far more elegantly than I am capable of doing. If nothing else, they can explain why these things are happening and let you know that you are not alone.

I am an adult child of a narcissistic mother. I can not tell you just how desperately I wish that I had realized what was taking place at a much younger age. I've only recently truly accepted my mother's disorder but still struggle with not falling back into her "world". It sounds so simple but it really is a difficult thing to do as I still love my mother with all of my heart but I can no longer allow her to have control of my emotions or how I see myself. Cruelty as a means of control is a major commodity for the narcissistic mom and it sounds as if this is one of the things you are experiencing.

If I can do nothing else for you please just allow me to share with you that you are not alone in your trials. hf
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This song, from when i was like 15, is still saving me today at 39.



You'd have to google to get it.. and jawbreaker is a rabbit hole in itself. If twas meant to be then so be it.. but best to you. Im intuitive and I see you being with us long time.
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I would so much appreciate it just for this once if someone can give me some information to get counseling ASAP. Please! I feel totally lost. As of right now I feels like I am running out time. About 3 days some thoughts I have been having has been confirmed why. Won't go any further. BUt other people are like deny deny deny.
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What wonderful people we have on GLP. Some people can't :just get a job." They're not seeking attention either. In reality there's something wrong with the way they process information.

If you have ever had a relative or acquaintance or even a conversation with a stranger who's mentally disturbed you would understand this paranoia. Being held inside a closed in environment, surrounded by walls, and many other strangers, in a worse mental condition than you are presently in is even more detrimental to those in this condition.

One needs to figure out a way to regain peace of mind to find a way out of one's stresses and difficulties faced in life. Sometimes that takes a very long time. Just my humble opinion.

Many have become paranoid of others due to so much constant rejection and criticism. We need to become more loving of others. That's what God wants. For those who don't believe in Christ, please substitute the Universe or Lifeforce for God in that statement.
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You get it.

I love it. I'm Jack, btw.
 Quoting: Intercessor


Jack,since you made contact with the OP I would suggest editing any post you made to take out your email info, and contact a moderator to take out your addy in any replies.

Besides screwed up people that will use your email addy as a target, you also just opened yourself up to bots trawling the net looking for addys for spam,scams,etc.

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Hello!
I came to this thread via your Thread: NEEDING SOME SERIOUS ADVICE/GUIDANCE RIGHT NOW PLEASE. I would enthusiastically suggest that you watch a few YouTube videos and read articles related to adult children of a narcissistic parent. Some of what you are describing falls comfortably into this disorder.

Her questioning your sanity when confronted with her obvious deficiencies (living situation) has a name... it is called gas lighting and is a primary tool of the narcissist parent.

In truth, I could write all night about the behavior of such a person and the fall out for those that love them but there are many YT videos that say it all far more elegantly than I am capable of doing. If nothing else, they can explain why these things are happening and let you know that you are not alone.

I am an adult child of a narcissistic mother. I can not tell you just how desperately I wish that I had realized what was taking place at a much younger age. I've only recently truly accepted my mother's disorder but still struggle with not falling back into her "world". It sounds so simple but it really is a difficult thing to do as I still love my mother with all of my heart but I can no longer allow her to have control of my emotions or how I see myself. Cruelty as a means of control is a major commodity for the narcissistic mom and it sounds as if this is one of the things you are experiencing.

If I can do nothing else for you please just allow me to share with you that you are not alone in your trials. hf
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I, ironically, attend adult children of narcissistic mothers. Well, politcal correct finally caught up to the "official" name so it's.... Former Children of Narcisstic Parents or something that the initials are used more now than anything,

They try to be 12-step based but honestly, even in the Tampa Bay Area there's about half a dozen meetings a week within a 30 minute drive.
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wow that is something, amazing what you learn on glp

OP that link might be just what you are looking for
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What wonderful people we have on GLP. Some people can't :just get a job." They're not seeking attention either. In reality there's something wrong with the way they process information.

If you have ever had a relative or acquaintance or even a conversation with a stranger who's mentally disturbed you would understand this paranoia. Being held inside a closed in environment, surrounded by walls, and many other strangers, in a worse mental condition than you are presently in is even more detrimental to those in this condition.

One needs to figure out a way to regain peace of mind to find a way out of one's stresses and difficulties faced in life. Sometimes that takes a very long time. Just my humble opinion.

Many have become paranoid of others due to so much constant rejection and criticism. We need to become more loving of others. That's what God wants. For those who don't believe in Christ, please substitute the Universe or Lifeforce for God in that statement.
 Quoting: NotStarvingActress


You get it.

I love it. I'm Jack, btw.
 Quoting: Intercessor


This is it! I hope. My mind is running crazy. The last couple of times I have been trying to reply to comments but the secure connection goes to not secure. I am just having such the biggest problem to grip this new reality for me. Never had so much pain inside after learning another thing. Where you get flashes of images throughout your life and don't know why then it all sank in about 4 days ago. I really don't care if you all believe me or not I am just fucking done. I rather go to jail then be here.





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