His source of torture is the fact that he may in fact be special and have a duty to perform.

He can't stand people who think they are special.

The vanity of it all....all is vanity, true, but I've found that all people who WANT to be in charge are the people who should NEVER be in charge.

I mean seriously, these are some of the most narcissistic people on earth, U.S. politicians.....shameless liars, murderers and self promoters, ANYTHING for POWER. Qualities a leader should NEVER have.

Where is the reluctant leader? He is who I want.

Who is the quiet, watchful man in the back of the room when these people meet, apalled at what he sees and hears? It is he I implore, when, sir, if not now?