As I lay, waiting for the moment to come, everything becomes crystal clear

Surely these last few moments will be the most glorious I've ever lived:
* The giant ego that's impeded my sight of the world, myself and God has been shattered. I see things so much better now that everything's acquired a shine to it.
* All the strings, commitments, attachments and stakes have snapped away from me and I don't need to see things in a particular way anymore.
* I no longer need to fret that things are over, I can smile that they once happened.
* My senses have been honed so much. I see things more clearly and feel I never saw the world before this. The favulty og sight, hearing and judgement have intensified. This is like weed, only realer.