I don't mean to derail this thread by being personal, but this is my tribe and I don't know where else to turn.

Today, two months ago, my beloved Doberman companion Hawk died. Grief flowed.
Two days after this my beloved youngest son Sage who raised and trained Hawk, torn apart by his death went on a bender.
To cut a long story short he got into trouble.
He joined up with a motley crew who broke into my neighbours house (whom I have mentioned before in that I took a lot of care with her) and Sage kept the dog distracted, so was an accomplice in a crime.
He has been in prison since then, and four bail hearings denied. Which is insane. I know guys caught with vast quantities of tic and they are out a week later.
Each bail hearing took me to the precipice.
Two weeks ago, so battered by this situation I caught myself having a thought about having a nervous breakdown as a means of escape.
I have this vast reservoir of fear arising in me and panic.
This forces me to journey within and find the peace.

Whilst writing this my heart is pounding.

There is a court case on Monday.
The system here is one can spend two years in prison before it comes to trial and the time spend within does not count towards the sentance.

He needs to come out, he is a beautiful being with potential and being white is of no benefit.

I see the wealth of Bill Gates amidst his money laundering divorce and I shake my head.

I also see friends who have raised a million rand for a relative with cancer.

Here I am relatively penniless. Zero funds.
No firewood or candles and yet I need to get my son free.

To get this lawyer to take on the case, and he will get him off will cost R45 000 which is just not at all possible for me. Converted to dollars it is 3111.00 dollars.

Do you think it is possible that some of you could assist me?

Please don't copy and paste this but rather just post your response.

I also can receive mail but not send it.

I feel a huge release in having written this.
Is it sad that the people I am reaching out to, I have not even met.

Keybored, delete if you feel necessary.

Any miracle workers out there?