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Peeling back a layer of the onion.

 
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06/30/2018 11:52 PM
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Peeling back a layer of the onion.
I'm going to peel back a layer of the onion for all you fans. :)

I've had this irrational fear of two things in my life: being on top (really on top) and this fear that I may become abusive like my birth father.

To explain this feeling of having a fear of being on top it all started very young with no real "beginning." I've had this deep-seated fear that if I become on top someday I'll go to the dark side lol. It's one in the same in my mind. I've had this idea/fear since I was a kid and never ever been able to shake it. Talking about it...reading books on it...whatever. Never been able to shake it.

Now I'm in the early throws of starting my own business among other things and my dreams are reminding me of all those thoughts I had growing up.
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07/01/2018 12:03 AM
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Re: Peeling back a layer of the onion.
It's just business. Try to make it as fair as possible. Good luck.
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07/01/2018 12:05 AM
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Re: Peeling back a layer of the onion.
And, you're not your father. Be mindful of that and you'll catch yourself when his tendencies arise within you.
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07/01/2018 12:09 AM
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Re: Peeling back a layer of the onion.
I have breathed these fears myself. Never prospered out of fear. My childhood wounds never healed. Until I quit drinking. Still recovering. You did well reaching out.
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Pray for a hedge of protection and pray over your dreams before you sleephf
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07/01/2018 02:10 PM
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Re: Peeling back a layer of the onion.
Just kinda bored so thought I'd give this thread just 1 bump. :)





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