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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 48454939  United Kingdom08/27/2018 05:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
astrithr  User ID: 75454538  United States08/27/2018 06:41 PM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel like sharing a secret. It's pulling at me. Quoting: BlackHoleOfEmotion So without going into too much detail. I had ptsd for a while. I was forced to wound another (in self defense) to protect family and loved ones. But what I've never ever told anyone is what happened that day... So let me tell you. And maybe one of you can help me out with an answer. There was a confrontation. A man came running up to me and a family member, He was raging mad. Loony if I do say so. I thought the words to myself. "We should go, This guys a fucking psycho" It was that thought... That caused the event I spoke of above. This is what I never told anyone. Somehow this man. HEARD ME! But the words never left my lips. Never could explain it. I thought something, He heard me think it as if I had spoke it and reacted violently and then verbally addressed what I had thought. Therefore I now see even then that I caused suffering through a passing thought and I can't understand how it even happened. Is it wrong for me to wonder or blame myself because of some unexplainable oddity like this? I'm sorry you had to go through such an awful experience.. You absolutely should not blame yourself though. Take a minute and just sit quietly, watching your thoughts. They kind of pop up out of no where right? You don't consciously produce your thoughts, all that goes on below the surface, beyond your control. |
| The Sheeple's Sheeple User ID: 74522909 United States08/27/2018 07:52 PM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel like sharing a secret. It's pulling at me. Quoting: BlackHoleOfEmotion So without going into too much detail. I had ptsd for a while. I was forced to wound another (in self defense) to protect family and loved ones. But what I've never ever told anyone is what happened that day... So let me tell you. And maybe one of you can help me out with an answer. There was a confrontation. A man came running up to me and a family member, He was raging mad. Loony if I do say so. I thought the words to myself. "We should go, This guys a fucking psycho" It was that thought... That caused the event I spoke of above. This is what I never told anyone. Somehow this man. HEARD ME! But the words never left my lips. Never could explain it. I thought something, He heard me think it as if I had spoke it and reacted violently and then verbally addressed what I had thought. Therefore I now see even then that I caused suffering through a passing thought and I can't understand how it even happened. Is it wrong for me to wonder or blame myself because of some unexplainable oddity like this? I'm sorry you had to go through such an awful experience.. You absolutely should not blame yourself though. Take a minute and just sit quietly, watching your thoughts. They kind of pop up out of no where right? You don't consciously produce your thoughts, all that goes on below the surface, beyond your control. Not beyond your control at all, it only seems that way because you have never been taught how to master control of your thinking. The following link will take you to The Master Key System. You must master the exercises at the end of each chapter before going to the next chapter. An analogy would be mastering the kata's of each belt in karate to become a black belt. Mastering each exercise prepares you for the next. Done properly it will take 5 to six months to complete. Good luck. [link to www.psitek.net]  |
| Mental Case User ID: 76879816  United Arab Emirates08/27/2018 08:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| 99552111 User ID: 73793811  Germany08/27/2018 08:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel like sharing a secret. It's pulling at me. Quoting: BlackHoleOfEmotion So without going into too much detail. I had ptsd for a while. I was forced to wound another (in self defense) to protect family and loved ones. But what I've never ever told anyone is what happened that day... So let me tell you. And maybe one of you can help me out with an answer. There was a confrontation. A man came running up to me and a family member, He was raging mad. Loony if I do say so. I thought the words to myself. "We should go, This guys a fucking psycho" It was that thought... That caused the event I spoke of above. This is what I never told anyone. Somehow this man. HEARD ME! But the words never left my lips. Never could explain it. I thought something, He heard me think it as if I had spoke it and reacted violently and then verbally addressed what I had thought. Therefore I now see even then that I caused suffering through a passing thought and I can't understand how it even happened. Is it wrong for me to wonder or blame myself because of some unexplainable oddity like this? Same frequency? |
