McCain's death has shaken me to the core, the night of his death I was devastated, crying. Horrible. Losing a true American hero was a loss I've not ever felt, and his unexpected death took its toll on me. Then I read his farewell statement, I'm done... tears are streaming down my face as I type this, I'm inconsolable as I type this. I'm completely devastated, heart broken in ways I've never felt before. I don't know how to continue on in my life. This is so tragic.