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That's the funny thing about it.
Everyone wants to be him except him.
If they knew what it was really like they wouldn't last five minutes without wanting their lives back.
There are many reasons for this, and many reasons why he brought this on himself.
To want to repeat it is madness.
Quoting: ~Newton's Own~ 
See for yourself.• This man will have a relationship with God so deep that it will cause him constant grief in modern society.
• He will have intimacy issues and suicidal tendencies.
• He will have trouble connecting with people and have a constant sense of being misunderstood.
• He most likely will be shy and suffer from loneliness.
• He will be profoundly penitential.
• He will have much difficulty finding guidance in his life.
• His views being contrary to modern thought will place him at a severe risk for being labeled as mentally ill.
• He will have trust issues that leave him in a constant state of dread and fear.
• Most likely he will flee the world either to the wilderness or to a Monastic community.
• He will feel that the worlds problems are his own, and may become disillusioned.
• He will struggle with activities of daily living, and suffer from depression and isolation.
• He will have difficulty finding a realistic support structure, and will encounter much hostility in regards to his mystical nature.
• He will be altruistic and have a deep respect for the lowly of this world.
• At some point in his life he will have a major identity crisis, that threatens his whole sense of existence, self esteem, self worth, and his place in the world.
• He will be traumatized by the force of human resistance to God's Will.
• He will have anger issues and feel conflicted about war, violence, justice, and mercy.
• He will be hyper-intelligent and a searcher.
• There is a High Possibility that he will disbelieve in himself and his own capabilities.
• He will not be fond of technology or technological advances.
• He will prefer rural living to urban environments and will be a minimalist.
• It is not improbable that he will suffer from paranoia, disassociation or lose his sense of reality all together.
• He will live with great confusion in his heart.
Have you heard about the lonesome looser?
