Praying for you.

And please don't take any irrevocable decisions when in such a mood, even if it goes on for months. Just understand that you cannot think clearly and it wouldn't be fair to yourself and those who know you (there are some who care even if you don't knkow it) and those who will know you in the future. It's your job to go thru this period and make the best of it, and you will.