The God Test

Hola God. Hola means hello in Spanish if you didn't know. I am bored and I thought it would be entertaining to test your power. I would like to be punished for doubting your existence like you did to all those who doubted you in the biblical days. I would like and accept the worst physical pain and torture imaginable. Send me to hell to be raped and tortured by demons, Satan, and whatever other horrible creatures that exist.

I ask that you send plague to me and to anyone else that I have ever loved. Make them all pay for doubting you. Please don't send any of them to heaven to be rewarded, they all must suffer for me challenging your power. If you want, just keep me alive in this world at the hands of elitists that want to control my reality. I want no peace, not even while sleeping. I want the most horrible dreams imaginable. Disable me so that I am a helpless child or I am too mentally challenged to communicate anything that I am thinking.

Make me fear you because of this test, i don't think you are up to it. Take every materialistic reward that I place value on. Make me unemployed and homeless to suffer on the streets in the cold with no blanket. Provide me with uncontrollable alcohol and drug addictions. Take away all of my physical and mental abilities to correct any problem that arises.

I'm waiting god, may the fuckery begin. Yours truly, non faithful human.