After being sober for six weeks (gave up the grass) I can safely say it's all in your head OP. I have never identified as an TI as I have it pretty good and have never wanted for anything but the longer my head is clear the more I realize it was the drugs making me think there was some conspiracy surrounding me.

I say lay off whatever your on and you will begin to see some positive changes in your life and will realize TI's are just paranoid people who think they are special.

As stated in a previous post, why would they bother? What makes you so special? I asked myself this and came to the conclusion that they wouldn't and I'm not.

Hope this helps OP.