There are healers who can help. It happened to me. I found one. Look for a shaman, perhaps. If you have the intent to find the person, you will stumble across them somehow. Healing may take a long time and possibly a chunk of money. Some things you can do: sage often. Use Orgonite (lots of information online about it). If you are in a healthy relationship, make love often (seriously). (I am not religious, but very spiritual.) That was a very trying time in my life. Best of luck to you.