The suicide thing was like November 2017. But he knows that doesn't resolve any problems or fix anything, plus dying is boring.

When you die, you just shut down your body. Your brain still works.

If you wanna suicide, first you should go lay down on your back in the park for a few days.

You will get bored and not do it. Imagine doing that, laying down on your back, for a long time, like years.