Some people’s reaction to loss or extremely stressful situations isn’t crying or freaking out, it’s a huge smile and laughter as they shake it off. I’d know because I am one of those people. I don’t freak out, and when something extremely bad happens and everyone else is freaking out i’m looking like a weirdo with a huge grin and smile where i’m on cloud 9 and my brain is in make the best of it mode... can’t control it